Hello all,

It has been a bit since we checked in.

Queenie and I finished the academic year with summer school on June 19th. Because of the late ending it feels as though the 2026—27 school year is racing to meet us head on. We start work August 10 and this year we will be providing services to three districts in Texas. I will be mentoring a Teacher who has entered the Teacher Prep Program at Texas Tech, along with two smaller districts.

We had planned on taking a cruse to the Bahamas in July. however, this turned out to be quite a disappointment! Carnival had issues with me traveling without a sighted companion and while they legally cannot deny me access with my Girl, they made things very difficult and uncomfortable to where I did not feel safe taking the cruise, so I canceled it.

Our summer has been hot and slow moving with concerns about local fires and Family responsibilities.

We are slowly getting ready for the coming year. I have decided to change Queenie’s Care from Fillmore to East Springs. Fillmore’s care and attention have changed greatly since our beloved Dr. Core has decided to retire. The practice was sold to Dr. Hensen and Dr. Core’s office time is limited.

My Girl continues to be healthy; sassy and Her work is spot on. I am so very grateful to have Her. My Daughters are busy with work, and life. My Granson is growing and thriving.

Our Family recently suffered a great loss. Luzie’s little Bagel Grace crossed the Rainbow Bridge last week. It comforts me to know she was greeted by Godiva, Autum and Snickers. Nevertheless, letting Her go has been difficult. I am very proud of my Luzie. The decision did not come easy; however, it was what was best for Bagel. Many times, in life what is best is usually what is the hardest.

Thanks for Reading.

B and Queenie

Momma’s Day!

Hello All, we had a lovely Momma’s Day weekend.

Friday we met with Judy and Lyons at a bakery to play with tech, then we met Lee and Casey for dinner. This is a lovely group of people to spend time with. We always have a good time together. Lee has been in Arizona for several months and we were so very happy to see him return to Colorado.

Saturday, queenie had a play date with Salida and Bagel.

Sunday Luzie, Queenie and I went to Lost Creek to get a tattoo. Some of you may know I have a Godiva Tattoo and a second one which I call My Girl’s tattoo. This one is a bow and arrow with the arrows representing my four Daughters and one for My Godiva.

Well yesterday I got my Queenie tattoo and had an arrow added on my bow for Her.

Luzie had some beautiful Paw Prints created for Her to represent Salida and Bagel. We then went to eat at Village Inn. My pie is waiting for me in my fridge, Smile.

We are back to work today and have a busy week ahead.

Plans for our cruise are going well. My new passport arrived Saturday and Queenie’s paperwork is moving along well.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Today Sunday April 26, 2026, Queenie and I celebrate our three-year anniversary! We were matched three years ago at The Seeing eye. After My Godiva crossed the rainbow bridge, I was devastated and had made the decision I would not be going back to The Eye. Shortly after I returned to my adopted state of Colorado, I made the decision to reach out to Graduate Services, September of 2022. Jim Kessler was in Colorado in October of 2022, and he came to me for our Juno walk. He was in Colorado to visit another graduate and was not prepared with a harness or leash. He came to see me, and we used Godiva’s harness and leash for my Juno Walk. It was snowing just as it was when Will Henry came in 2011 for my Juno Walk which resulted in my match with Godiva.

I hold a very clear image in my heart of Godiva nudging Jesus in 2021 and telling Him, They needed to do something because I was going to need help. 2021 was a difficult year for me personally and professionally. Godiva crossed the rainbow bridge in January 2020 and in 2021 I was still struggling. I share Godiva’s story on a page dedicated to Her on my website. Queenie was born September 25, 2021. I had already made the decision this would be my last school year with Keller ISD and I would be leaving Texas.

I traveled to New Jersey on Monday April 24, 2023 and we were matched on the 26th. Coincidentally, International Guide Dog Day fell on that same day. Queenie has not replaced Godiva in any way, and She is Her own self and along with Godiva hold my heart.

She loves me unconditionally and for no reason.

Godiva Taught me to be Brave and Queenie teaches me every day to be Braver.

We have experienced highs and lows these past three years, but always together.

I currently am teaching for two districts in Texas. I left the district in Ohio back in February. Ohio was not a good fit for me as I felt I was being asked to compromise my professional integrity.

So now here we are Happy, healthy and with work that keeps me busy and focused on serving children who are blind or visually impaired.

Queenie’s work is spot on. We don’t get out every day, but we do regularly and Her work and our Bond continues to grow stronger.

As I said She teaches me to be Braver, so much so that we are planning on a cruse in April.

More about that later.

Thanks for reading!

B and Queenie

Hello All,

Queenie and I have been quiet for a bit working through some personal and professional stuff.

The Thanksgiving and Christmas season was a bit rough, but we managed.

I left my contract with Marion City Ohio about a month ago. I felt my professional integrity was being compromised with the way I was being expected to provide services to the Children. So, after much prayer, tears and anxiety I informed my staffing agency I would be leaving. My Recruiter Anna was most understanding and supportive.

I was offered an interview with a district in Texas, which I took, and A few days after the interview I was offered the position. It took a bit of time for the district to take care of all the paperwork including the negotiation regarding my salary.

All, in all, it went well and I started this past Monday.

I had about a month off which was greatly needed for me to reboot. I struggled with my leaving Marion City because I felt and still do that, I failed the Children. But if I had stayed, I would have failed myself and my integrity.

In addition to my new contract with Texas my hours with my staffing agency have increased. I am a TVI Liaison. This means I will consult and, in the future, will be asked to present to school districts who are considering virtual services.

Queenie had an ear infection last month. These are typical for Labs because of how their ears are formed. We are dealing with changes at our beloved Dr. Core’s Vet office. He has sold the practice and is working only one day a week. I have not been too impressed with the Vets who are taking over. Dr. Cor holds a special place in my heart, as He was Godiva’s Vet before we returned to Texas so many years ago.

Last Sunday was my birthday and Queenie and I spent the day with our Luzy.

We are well and as The Seeing Eye Teaches moving “Forward”.

Queenie’s work continues to be excellent even though we do not get out as much as I would like.

We are well and filled with joyful anticipation of what comes next.

Thanks for reading!

B and Queenie

Hello All,

We have had quite a week. Two of my Daughters arrived last week, unfortunately I did not see them much.

On Saturday 11/22 Queenie and I attended Luzie’s performance of the Nut Craker. She performed and choreographed several pieces.

She arranged our seats where Queenie would not be stepped on. My Daughter was beautiful and Her performance was absolutely wonderful.

Monday Queenie had an appointment with our Dr. Core for Her vaccines. He told me She looks great and of course I am always happy to hear this.

Luzie and Annai picked us up and we stopped for breakfast at Duncan.

Monday afternoon I put in my yearly shopping order at The Seeing Eye. I love to go through the website and see all the new merchandise. Then Michelle from the school assists me with further descriptions and helps me put in the order.

I look forward to the delivery and when I open the box Queenie and I ooh and aw,, at all I bought.

Dinner was at Bunzy,s and booze on East Bolder. This was with my three Daughters, Grandson and of course Queenie.

As we got up to leave a lady at another table made the comment she had not know there was “a dog” there. I told her that was the way it was supposed to be.

So very proud of my Girl.

Wednesday Queenie had an appointment for a bath. She had quite the spa treatment. Friendly Paws Groomers are excellent and they understand Service Dogs and Handlers like myself that do not like to be separated from their Dogs.

They allow me to go to the back with Queenie and pretend to help bathe Her.

I brush Her everyday so we only go for a spa day every several months. I will post a link for Friendly Paws on our page.

We met friends at Black Bear diner on Garden of The Gods for a lovely Friends Giving meal.

We got there on the metro, but Luzie and Amanda picked us up. I Didn’t want to spend a lot of time on the metro to get home on the day before Thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving was at Luzie’s house and Queenie had a great time playing with Salida and Bagel.

We had a delicious meal of barbacoa, tamales, rice and beans. Years ago when my Girls were younger we prepared a full Thanksgiving traditional meal. Those days are a fond but distant memory for me.

Tomorrow we will be going to down town Colorado Springs. Queenie and I enjoy several stores there and Luzie will be going with us.

We didn’t do the Black Friday shopping today. I had a bit of a restless night with little sleep and as much as I like going downtown, I wanted to be well rested, and we will be going tomorrow.

The week has gone by pretty quickly and we are back to students, teachers and administrators on Monday.

Hope everyone has had a good Thanksgiving.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Hello All,

We have had quite a week. Two of my Daughters arrived last week, unfortunately I did not see them much.

On Saturday 11/22 Queenie and I attended Luzie’s performance of the Nut Craker. She performed and choreographed several pieces.

She arranged our seats where Queenie would not be stepped on. My Daughter was beautiful and Her performance was absolutely wonderful.

Monday Queenie had an appointment with our Dr. Core for Her vaccines. He told me She looks great and of course I am always happy to hear this.

Luzie and Annai picked us up and we stopped for breakfast at Duncan.

Monday afternoon I put in my yearly shopping order at The Seeing Eye. I love to go through the website and see all the new merchandise. Then Michelle from the school assists me with further descriptions and helps me put in the order.

I look forward to the delivery and when I open the box Queenie and I ooh and aw,, at all I bought.

Dinner was at Bunzy,s and booze on East Bolder. This was with my three Daughters, Grandson and of course Queenie.

As we got up to leave a lady at another table made the comment she had not know there was “a dog” there. I told her that was the way it was supposed to be.

So very proud of my Girl.

Wednesday Queenie had an appointment for a bath. She had quite the spa treatment. Friendly Paws Groomers are excellent and they understand Service Dogs and Handlers like myself that do not like to be separated from their Dogs.

They allow me to go to the back with Queenie and pretend to help bathe Her.

I brush Her everyday so we only go for a spa day every several months. I will post a link for Friendly Paws on our page.

We met friends at Black Bear diner on Garden of The Gods for a lovely Friends Giving meal.

We got there on the metro, but Luzie and Amanda picked us up. I Didn’t want to spend a lot of time on the metro to get home on the day before Thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving was at Luzie’s house and Queenie had a great time playing with Salida and Bagel.

We had a delicious meal of barbacoa, tamales, rice and beans. Years ago when my Girls were younger we prepared a full Thanksgiving traditional meal. Those days are a fond but distant memory for me.

Tomorrow we will be going to down town Colorado Springs. Queenie and I enjoy several stores there and Luzie will be going with us.

We didn’t do the Black Friday shopping today. I had a bit of a restless night with little sleep and as much as I like going downtown, I wanted to be well rested, and we will be going tomorrow.

The week has gone by pretty quickly and we are back to students, teachers and administrators on Monday.

Hope everyone has had a good Thanksgiving.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Hello All,

We have had quite a week. Two of my Daughters arrived last week, unfortunately I did not see them much.

On Saturday 11/22 Queenie and I attended Luzie’s performance of the Nut Craker. She performed and choreographed several pieces.

She arranged our seats where Queenie would not be stepped on. My Daughter was beautiful and Her performance was absolutely wonderful.

Monday Queenie had an appointment with our Dr. Core for Her vaccines. He told me She looks great and of course I am always happy to hear this.

Luzie and Annai picked us up and we stopped for breakfast at Duncan.

Monday afternoon I put in my yearly shopping order at The Seeing Eye. I love to go through the website and see all the new merchandise. Then Michelle from the school assists me with further descriptions and helps me put in the order.

I look forward to the delivery and when I open the box Queenie and I ooh and aw,, at all I bought.

Dinner was at Bunzy,s and booze on East Bolder. This was with my three Daughters, Grandson and of course Queenie.

As we got up to leave a lady at another table made the comment she had not know there was “a dog” there. I told her that was the way it was supposed to be.

So very proud of my Girl.

Wednesday Queenie had an appointment for a bath. She had quite the spa treatment. Friendly Paws Groomers are excellent and they understand Service Dogs and Handlers like myself that do not like to be separated from their Dogs.

They allow me to go to the back with Queenie and pretend to help bathe Her.

I brush Her everyday so we only go for a spa day every several months. I will post a link for Friendly Paws on our page.

We met friends at Black Bear diner on Garden of The Gods for a lovely Friends Giving meal.

We got there on the metro, but Luzie and Amanda picked us up. I Didn’t want to spend a lot of time on the metro to get home on the day before Thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving was at Luzie’s house and Queenie had a great time playing with Salida and Bagel.

We had a delicious meal of barbacoa, tamales, rice and beans. Years ago when my Girls were younger we prepared a full Thanksgiving traditional meal. Those days are a fond but distant memory for me.

Tomorrow we will be going to down town Colorado Springs. Queenie and I enjoy several stores there and Luzie will be going with us.

We didn’t do the Black Friday shopping today. I had a bit of a restless night with little sleep and as much as I like going downtown, I wanted to be well rested, and we will be going tomorrow.

The week has gone by pretty quickly and we are back to students, teachers and administrators on Monday.

Hope everyone has had a good Thanksgiving.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Hello All, it has been a bit since we dropped in with an update.

We have been quite busy. Those of you who know me know I do not function well if I am not busy.

I let you all know that my contract with Idaho fell through because after hiring me the director continued to interview and hired an on-site Teacher. This was disappointing, however Idaho was required to pay out part of my contract due to the timeline of when I was originally hired and when the director informed my staffing agency of the decision not to continue with me.

On September 22, I interviewed for a position with Ohio and on the 23^rd they offered me a full-time position.

I quickly applied for Ohio licensure and started my contract mid-October. It is a large case load, and I am basically catching up and learning Ohio at the same time as seeing to student needs. It is a bit overwhelming, however it is a good position and for the most part everyone has been welcoming and encouraging.

I am a new experience for this district. They are familiar with other Service Providers such as Speech and Occupational Therapy providing virtual services, but not TVI services. Additionally, Surprise! I am a Teacher who is blind Teaching their students who are blind or visually impaired.

So, I find myself explaining never excusing but explaining how I do what I do virtually and I am blind myself.

The platform Ohio uses to maintain documentation is not accessible with my technology, no surprise there. We are working through these glitches and finding solutions.

Casey Mathews WWW.webfriendlyhelp.com has been a tremendous help with this. There is a page on my site with his information.

I have been very blessed with the staffing Agency who was instrumental in my working for Ohio. I will be posting a page on our website about VocoVision and the work they do.

In addition to working for Ohio, I just interviewed and was offered a less than part time position with my staffing agency. I will be a Liaison representing VocoVision to school districts who are not aware of how virtual services work. I will also be involved in staff development and training development for the agency.

A Big Shout out with much gratitude to Anna Locke.

Luzie queenie and I celebrated Queenie’s fourth Birthday on September 25. I am working a 40 sometimes more hours week, so I am needing to make deliberate efforts to get us out and about. She needs the work and I need a break from the computer.

We had a disappointing experience at the Colorado Springs Senior Center.

I went for lunch, not for the food, but so I could meet people and build on my community. We were escorted to eat in a “separate room” because of Queenie.

I was embarrassed and very humiliated. After we got home I sent e-mails and a friend of mine made a call.

I never received an apology from the director who made this decision and escorted us to a “separate room”. The excuse was that he is new to his position as director and he thought we would prefer to sit in a separate room rather than walk through the very full dining room to a seat at one of the tables. So, what it came down to is this sighted man made a decision for me and my Dog without asking my preference.

I was so humiliated, I did not argue. It happened that I was meeting a friend there and she graciously went with us to the “separate room”. If she had not been with us I would have walked out.

Needless to say queenie and I will not be returning to the Senior Center. I had planned on taking a yoga class and had already spoken to the instructor. But No we will not be back.

Luzie has Her Nut Cracker performance this month and we will be sitting front row. She is choreographing several dances and performing in others.

I am very much looking forward to seeing Manda, Annai and Link when they come for the show and stay for a few days.

I have also become involved with Blind Professionals Network and I am thrilled with this group and their mission.

I will be a Mentor in their mentorship program. It is a one year commitment and I am looking forward to being a part of this program.

For a while now I have been looking for a local Lions club. I wanted to get involved with something where I am giving back to people. I do nothing for others and I feel the need to participate in something that will benefit others.

So, instead of Lions, I am getting involved with Blind Professionals Network.

I will also post a page on this group and their mission.

So, all in all we are well, happy and thriving. Have yet to find a church and build on our community with fellowship and friends, but we continue to live in Hopeful Expectation of what god has in store for us.

Thanks for Reading!

B and queenie

Hello All, it has been a bit since we dropped in with an update.

We have been quite busy. Those of you who know me know I do not function well if I am not busy.

I let you all know that my contract with Idaho fell through because after hiring me the director continued to interview and hired an on-site Teacher. This was disappointing, however Idaho was required to pay out part of my contract due to the timeline of when I was originally hired and when the director informed my staffing agency of the decision not to continue with me.

On September 22, I interviewed for a position with Ohio and on the 23^rd they offered me a full-time position.

I quickly applied for Ohio licensure and started my contract mid-October. It is a large case load, and I am basically catching up and learning Ohio at the same time as seeing to student needs. It is a bit overwhelming, however it is a good position and for the most part everyone has been welcoming and encouraging.

I am a new experience for this district. They are familiar with other Service Providers such as Speech and Occupational Therapy providing virtual services, but not TVI services. Additionally, Surprise! I am a Teacher who is blind Teaching their students who are blind or visually impaired.

So, I find myself explaining never excusing but explaining how I do what I do virtually and I am blind myself.

The platform Ohio uses to maintain documentation is not accessible with my technology, no surprise there. We are working through these glitches and finding solutions.

Casey Mathews WWW.webfriendlyhelp.com has been a tremendous help with this. There is a page on my site with his information.

I have been very blessed with the staffing Agency who was instrumental in my working for Ohio. I will be posting a page on our website about VocoVision and the work they do.

In addition to working for Ohio, I just interviewed and was offered a less than part time position with my staffing agency. I will be a Liaison representing VocoVision to school districts who are not aware of how virtual services work. I will also be involved in staff development and training development for the agency.

A Big Shout out with much gratitude to Anna Locke.

Luzie queenie and I celebrated Queenie’s fourth Birthday on September 25. I am working a 40 sometimes more hours week, so I am needing to make deliberate efforts to get us out and about. She needs the work and I need a break from the computer.

We had a disappointing experience at the Colorado Springs Senior Center.

I went for lunch, not for the food, but so I could meet people and build on my community. We were escorted to eat in a “separate room” because of Queenie.

I was embarrassed and very humiliated. After we got home I sent e-mails and a friend of mine made a call.

I never received an apology from the director who made this decision and escorted us to a “separate room”. The excuse was that he is new to his position as director and he thought we would prefer to sit in a separate room rather than walk through the very full dining room to a seat at one of the tables. So, what it came down to is this sighted man made a decision for me and my Dog without asking my preference.

I was so humiliated, I did not argue. It happened that I was meeting a friend there and she graciously went with us to the “separate room”. If she had not been with us I would have walked out.

Needless to say queenie and I will not be returning to the Senior Center. I had planned on taking a yoga class and had already spoken to the instructor. But No we will not be back.

Luzie has Her Nut Cracker performance this month and we will be sitting front row. She is choreographing several dances and performing in others.

I am very much looking forward to seeing Manda, Annai and Link when they come for the show and stay for a few days.

I have also become involved with Blind Professionals Network and I am thrilled with this group and their mission.

I will be a Mentor in their mentorship program. It is a one year commitment and I am looking forward to being a part of this program.

For a while now I have been looking for a local Lions club. I wanted to get involved with something where I am giving back to people. I do nothing for others and I feel the need to participate in something that will benefit others.

So, instead of Lions, I am getting involved with Blind Professionals Network.

I will also post a page on this group and their mission.

So, all in all we are well, happy and thriving. Have yet to find a church and build on our community with fellowship and friends, but we continue to live in Hopeful Expectation of what god has in store for us.

Thanks for Reading!

B and queenie

Happy Birthday!!

Today is my Beautiful Queenie’s 4^th Birthday. I think back to what I was doing at this time four years ago, and I know I had no idea this Smart, Energetic absolutely Amazing Little Girl was in my future.

We will be going to dinner with Luzie to celebrate this evening.

Thanks for Reading

B and queenie

Update

We had a bit of disappointment yesterday.

We were supposed to start our contract with Idaho this past Tuesday 9/2. My application for licensure in Idaho is processed and we are simply waiting for the background check to come through.

E-mails and phone calls to the director of special education from me as well as from my staffing agency have been ignored for the past couple of weeks.

Yesterday I was notified that the director reached out and informed the staffing agency they are failing to honor my contract. An in-person TVI has been hired. Therefore, my services are no longer needed.

I believe the in-person status of the TVI allows them to default on the contract. However, what is wrong is that the district continued to look for an in-person teacher after they hired me.

I am dealing with a bit of anger, disappointment and frustration at this point. I was so looking forward to having a full case load once again.

I have wasted time and money waiting to start a job while that same job was offered to someone else. There is no doubt I was done dirty. One of my Daughters told me this morning that I have dodged a bullet. I would not want to work with and for people who have no professional integrity.

One of the basic commands we learn as Guide Dog Handlers is “Forward”. This command applies regularly in my life.

So for now, Queenie and I will be moving “Forward”.

Thanks for Reading

B and Queenie

Today Queenie and I went to get our non-digital Finger Prints done.

This is a requirement for our Idaho Application for Certification.

She did great locating the door and moving along the area where we had to be.

She popped up a couple of times when she saw the tech reaching for my hands. I myself do not like the process as they have to manipulate my fingers. the gentleman taking the prints told me he understood this was not easy, and that when he has doctors that come in they too have trouble having someone manipulate their hands.

All in all, everything went well.

We were fortunate that the location where we went, is a full service mail service. so I had them mail in my packet to Idaho.

Now we wait.

I must say Queenie was quite interested in the scents of the candles on display at Her level. They are candles for sale.

Thanks for reading!

B and queenie

Hello From Beautiful Colorado Springs,

June was busy, but good. Luzie had Her Dance Recital with Queenie and I sitting in the front row. So very proud of my Girl, She continues to dance, but now She also Teaches and choreographs. My Girls were professionally trained in Ballet at an early age. I mentioned the recital in a previous post.

July was a bit of a trial for us, but we are well, happy and healthy. Queenie’s work continues to be spot on. I have been working on the two transcription courses I am enrolled in, spending time with friends and taking time to just be.

My Children from Florida were here for a week, but of course I didn’t get as much time with them as I would have liked. They came for my Son-In-Law’s brother’s wedding. My Beautiful Baby boy is just that, Beautiful, healthy and on the move. He has learned to walk, and boy can he move fast. He and Queenie quickly figured out their rhythm and enjoyed playing together. So very proud of my Daughter, She is a wonderful Momma. They stayed with Luzie, giving Luzie time with them. Both my Daughters are wonderful Aunts to this Baby Boy. I keep saying that I will continue to call Him my Beautiful Baby Boy well into His adulthood.

We ended the month last Thursday with Good Friends, good food and a bit of wine and beer. I have always enjoyed entertaining people in my home, and this was the first time we had Friends over in our new home. One of our Friends is celebrating Her two year Matchaversary with Her boy, and for this we are grateful. Those of you who are Handlers understand how precious a good Match can be.

Queenie and Lyons had a great time playing after we ate dinner and let them romp.

We are loving our new home, the location and the space.

The Metro drivers continue to have a bit of trouble finding our home, but it is gradually getting better. This is funny because I who am so geographically challenged gives the professionally trained drivers directions.

We started the month of August with Gratitude and anticipation for our future. My Beauty Amanda has started a new job, and I am so happy for Her. My Girl is a Certified Orientation and Mobility Specialist in Texas. I have always said She is the best O&M I have had even before Her training.

The up-coming school year is going to be busy, but this is exactly what I need.

I mentioned in an earlier post that I have a contract with an Academy in Texas. Those of you who know me well, know how ironic this is for me to be working for an Academy in Texas. Anyway the premise is a good one, they don’t only Teach the children, but serve the Family as well.

At this point I am uncertain as to how many hours the director will be sending my way.

Our other news is that this past Tuesday I received an offer for a full-time Teaching position with a district in Idaho. Now remember, I am admittedly geographically challenged, so when the offer for an interview came up, I had to check my map to figure out where Idaho is. I interviewed and was offered the position.

I am so excited to be having a full case load again. No, not moving to Idaho, LOL. Colorado adopted me and I am here to stay.

My Family in Texas are all converging in El Paso next week. I love them all, but I am not part of this gathering. Praying they have a great time together. I have two Sisters and one Remaining Brother in Texas.

Tomorrow Friday Queenie and I will be having a celebratory lunch with Friends. Unless one of them reads this post, they don’t know what we are celebrating.

So, as our Guide Dog Handler training Teaches, “Forward” is our destination.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Hello From Beautiful Colorado Springs,

June was busy, but good. Luzie had Her Dance Recital with Queenie and I sitting in the front row. So very proud of my Girl, She continues to dance, but now She also Teaches and choreographs. My Girls were professionally trained in Ballet at an early age. I mentioned the recital in a previous post.

July was a bit of a trial for us, but we are well, happy and healthy. Queenie’s work continues to be spot on. I have been working on the two transcription courses I am enrolled in, spending time with friends and taking time to just be.

My Children from Florida were here for a week, but of course I didn’t get as much time with them as I would have liked. They came for my Son-In-Law’s brother’s wedding. My Beautiful Baby boy is just that, Beautiful, healthy and on the move. He has learned to walk, and boy can he move fast. He and Queenie quickly figured out their rhythm and enjoyed playing together. So very proud of my Daughter, She is a wonderful Momma. They stayed with Luzie, giving Luzie time with them. Both my Daughters are wonderful Aunts to this Baby Boy. I keep saying that I will continue to call Him my Beautiful Baby Boy well into His adulthood.

We ended the month last Thursday with Good Friends, good food and a bit of wine and beer. I have always enjoyed entertaining people in my home, and this was the first time we had Friends over in our new home. One of our Friends is celebrating Her two year Matchaversary with Her boy, and for this we are grateful. Those of you who are Handlers understand how precious a good Match can be.

Queenie and Lyons had a great time playing after we ate dinner and let them romp.

We are loving our new home, the location and the space.

The Metro drivers continue to have a bit of trouble finding our home, but it is gradually getting better. This is funny because I who am so geographically challenged gives the professionally trained drivers directions.

We started the month of August with Gratitude and anticipation for our future. My Beauty Amanda has started a new job, and I am so happy for Her. My Girl is a Certified Orientation and Mobility Specialist in Texas. I have always said She is the best O&M I have had even before Her training.

The up-coming school year is going to be busy, but this is exactly what I need.

I mentioned in an earlier post that I have a contract with an Academy in Texas. Those of you who know me well, know how ironic this is for me to be working for an Academy in Texas. Anyway the premise is a good one, they don’t only Teach the children, but serve the Family as well.

At this point I am uncertain as to how many hours the director will be sending my way.

Our other news is that this past Tuesday I received an offer for a full-time Teaching position with a district in Idaho. Now remember, I am admittedly geographically challenged, so when the offer for an interview came up, I had to check my map to figure out where Idaho is. I interviewed and was offered the position.

I am so excited to be having a full case load again. No, not moving to Idaho, LOL. Colorado adopted me and I am here to stay.

My Family in Texas are all converging in El Paso next week. I love them all, but I am not part of this gathering. Praying they have a great time together. I have two Sisters and one Remaining Brother in Texas.

Tomorrow Friday Queenie and I will be having a celebratory lunch with Friends. Unless one of them reads this post, they don’t know what we are celebrating.

So, as our Guide Dog Handler training Teaches, “Forward” is our destination.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Since early April, Queenie and I have been through, around and out on a great side of a journey, to look for a new home, find a new home and move in and settle in.

Last summer we decided we would be moving when our lease was up in May. Luzie and I started looking for homes with a bit of help from Annai. I made calls and engaged in a great deal of praying. I had some low points and some hopeful ones. We moved into our new home a bit over a month ago. Since then, we have been learning about our neighborhood, the immediate area around our home and so much more. We downsized as the home we were in was much to large for us. We love our new home and are settling in well.

Last week we attended a church service by taking the metro to and from. Church services, no matter where you go, are a visual experience. Going to visit a new church is stressful at best, and going via the metro increases the stress. I had called earlier in the week to ask if Queenie would be welcomed, as we have been denied access in the past by other churches. I was told in no uncertain terms that we were most welcome. Once there our experience was very pleasant. A church member escorted us to a seat, and we were given a choice as to where we sat. We were not told we had to sit in the back or the foyer, as we had been told at other churches. This lady was not attending this service and came back after the service to escort us to where the metro would pick us up.

Last night we attended Luzie’s Dance Recital. Those of you who know us are aware that my Girls were professionally trained in Ballet from a young age. Luzie Teaches at a dance studio and takes class. Of course, I can see nothing of the performance, but I know what dances She choreographed, and which She performs in. Without malicious intent, a friend of Hers asked me what I got out of the performance. He asked if it is the music or if She describes the dances to me. I explained to him that I have sat through Dance Recitals, Band Concerts, Drill Team Performances, Choir and Orchestra performances. When I had some vision, I was able to see the lights and the movement, but never them individually. In my heart I remember the times when I was allowed to go backstage and see the costumes. I have great memories of pinning their hair (lots of hair) up in pin curls so that the Nutcracker wigs would fit properly. Most of the time, I sat alone. No family members, no aunts, uncles, cousins or grandparents, but that was okay, I was there, and I would do it all over again, and will continue to do so. Anyway, the Recital was beautiful, and Queenie did a great job with all the people. Luzie arranged to have us come in before the doors open and we had choice seating where Queenie would not get stepped on.

During all our adventures, I continue to work on both my classes.

We have signed our first contract for the fall with an Educational Academy out of San Antonio TX. I interviewed shortly after we moved and was offered the contract fifteen minutes later. This academy has a different service delivery model than public school districts. They serve “The Family” and not just the student. I will be assigned several Families to work with. I am in hopeful anticipation of more work opportunities to come.

June has gotten away from me, but we continue to move “Forward”!

Thanks for reading!

B and

Matchiversary

Today April 26, 2025 is Queenie and my Matchiversary!

Two years ago Wednesday April 26, 2023 we were matched at The Seeing eye.

I can only say there is not a day that goes by that I am not in aw of my Beautiful Little Girl.

We have grown as a Team and continue to grow together and individually.

This evening we will be going to dinner at Black Bear Diner with our Luzie and some good friends to celebrate our Match and our hope for continued growth as a Team for the future.

We have some life changes coming, but as always know we are in God’s faithful and capable Hand.

Thanks For Reading

B and Queenie

Good Morning All,

Just wanted to let everyone know we just added a New Page to our site.

“Towards My Dissertation and Beyond”.

We are working on improving our ease of navigation on the site.

Stay tuned.

B and Queenie

Valentines Day

Society teaches us that Valentines Day is a tribute to romantic love. I beg to differ! Smile. As many of us have painfully learned romantic love comes and goes and is not unconditional.

Many years ago I had a customer who would come into my bookstore and purchase Valentines Day cards for her three children. She was very intentional on the cards she purchased. Sometimes taking a couple of hours to decide on specific cards for her son and daughters. She would then sit and write notes from the heart to her children. I wonder if her grown son and daughters still have those cards. She would do this for birthdays and just about every special day for which I had cards.

As a parent when my Girls were young I made it a point to gift them with roses for Valentines Day. I would tell them to never forget that I was their First Valentine and I was the first to gift them with flowers.

So many years later I don’t know if my Daughters remember the flowers, but I certainly do.

My Daughters have always and will always be my first and true valentines as I love them unconditionally no matter what, no matter who, no matter when or where. My two Dogs Godiva and Queenie have been and continue to be my True Valentines because while I love them unconditionally in turn they love me unconditionally.

Wishing everyone a beautiful Valentines Day and remember to look for your True Valentine.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Your Services Are No Longer Needed

As most of you know, I currently work virtually as a Contract TVI through a staffing agency. This has worked well for me for the past year since I ended my employment with DVR.

Yesterday I received a message from my staffing agency informing me that one of my districts no longer needs my services. The district feels that currently virtual services are not meeting the needs of their students. This contract was terminated as of yesterday.

I must say I was not surprised, but did not expect this four months before the end of the school year.

For clarification the students I was serving were receiving “indirect” services which means I was not providing “direct” instruction to them.

The reason I am not surprised and was anticipating this change at the end of the school year is unfortunately when I took on this district they were out of state and federal compliance with the students I was serving. From the start of my association with this district it was made very clear that my services would be virtual. I do not drive, and this district is located approximately one-hundred-fifty miles from Colorado Springs.

I will not jeopardize my professional integrity and turn the other way when I know a district is out of compliance. Special Ed. Documents are legal documents and as such my signature as a Certified Teacher of Students with Visual Impairments is legally binding.

As a result of my bringing the non-compliance issue to the directors, the district had to spend additional money to hire an outside TVI to come in and conduct several assessments to bring them into compliance.

Another issue I dealt with was when I disagreed with the recommendation of the outside TVI that a specific child who had been referred for services, should not receive services. I was told it was not necessary for me to attend the eligibility meeting. The district is not serving this child based on the outside TVI’S recommendation.

While I have taught for thirty-six years, I do not profess to know all there is to know about our field. Much has changed in the past thirty-six years, but for me the constant and priority has always been and will always be the Children.

So, through my tears and support from Luzie, Annai and Patty I prayed and asked God to show me what He wanted me to gain from my hurt.

Pride is certainly part of my hurt. I have worked very hard to provide services to these Children via their Teachers. The Teachers and I worked out a successful system where I met with them on a regular basis and observed the Children on a regular basis. I provided recommendations to the Teachers and resources. Now all my hard work has been pulled out from under me.

This does present a partial loss of employment and finances. But God has never even in the worst of times when I experienced a failed business did God allow me to be hungry or homeless.

One of the reasons for my anger and hurt is while the director told my staffing agency that they were very pleased with my work and understood and appreciated my bringing the non-compliance to their attention, they no longer felt virtual services were meeting their needs.

My question of course is “What about the Children?”

I will work through my anger and hurt and continue to serve the Children in other districts. At the same time I am exploring other career options. Not quite ready to sit on my porch and watch the world go by, Smile.

Recently I had the honor to meet a young woman who is considering training to be a TVI. I expressed to her that the question is not if she will be a good fit for the profession, because she will most certainly be a good fit. The question is whether the profession will be a good fit for her.

She is at the beginning of her choices, I have been in this role for thirty-six years and as a semi-retired Teacher, it may be time for me to look at other options.

For now as I am seeking God’s compass I continue to move forward with my Queenie by my side.

Tomorrow we celebrate Valentines Day with friends and Saturday head to Florida.

Thanks for Reading

B and Queenie

Airport

Yesterday Queenie and I completed our Colorado Springs Airport lesson. This is not a do-over lesson as it took multiple people to coordinate our being there and access to the secure areas past TSA.

Queenie and I are grateful to everyone who assisted us. Southwest was friendly and cooperative in giving us a gate pass.

We were then escorted through security by a TSA Agent. She was informative, answered all my questions and those of you who know me know I tend to ask many questions when learning something new. She was never condescending and explained the process to me as we went through. I explained that I travel often and would prefer to fly out of Colorado Springs instead of Denver. I want an idea of the layout. If traveling alone with Queenie I can start my journey through the airport and if I need assistance will ask for it.

Patty, Queenie and I were then able to orient to the different gates, Relief area, gift shop, food and lady’s room.

We were even able to do a little work with Queenie to the relief area. I walked back and forth a few times after showing the location to Her and asking Her for us to go “Park”. It took no time for Her to learn it. Throughout the lesson Queenie would indicate turning into a gate and a seat. She was not quite sure why we were there if we were not going somewhere. My Girl is so very smart.

This is another one of those routes I would not do with a cane, but I will with my Girl.

There is an app called “Explore” that Patty introduced me to when I was going back to The Seeing Eye to train with Queenie in 2023. There are many, many locations on the app to choose from and you have a virtual tour.

At the time this was important to me because since I was last at the school, there had been renovations made to the house.

I use a GPS App called “Voice Vista” recommended to me by Casey “Web Friendly Help”. This app gives me approximate GPS locations and I can mark certain landmarks. This app does not work inside buildings. However, the GPS on “Explore” was able to give me GPS directions inside the airport. We originally thought it was just an app for virtual tours, but we discovered yesterday it has been expanded to indoor GPS.

Through out our lesson we were asked by airport employees if we needed anything. A TSA Supervisor came and checked on us as well.

Afterwards we then went to lunch and all in all it was a productive day.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

World Braille Day 2025

Our Beloved Louis Braille (January 4, 1809—January 6, 1852, lived a short but greatly impactful life. He was 43 years old when he died having dedicated most of his life to learning and teaching.

Today we celebrate His birth, and the amazing contribution he made to people who are blind or low vision, all over the world, giving us the gift of literacy. For people who are sighted, literacy is considered a birthright. For those of us who do not read print whether from birth, or later in life, literacy is a gift bestowed upon us from this kind and gentle man, who as a young boy more than anything else wanted to be able to read.

When he entered The School for The Blind in Paris, he shared this desire with teachers and fellow students. Through and through he was discouraged in his pursuit of a code that would allow all blind people to read and write.

In no way, shape or form do I compare myself with Louis Braille, but when I started school all I wanted was to learn how to read. At the time I did not understand the value and importance the Dots would eventually play in my lifelong path.

For many, Hellen Keller is the face of blind and low vision people, and while I do not dispute her value to the blind community, for me Louis Braille is the face that represents me.

As a Teacher I have Taught my students his story and his gift to us.

My Dissertation is a study of Fluent Contracted Braille Readers, in which I include a history of Braille.

“An Investigation into the Commonalities of Students Who Are Braille Readers in a Southwestern State Who Possess Comprehensive Literacy Skills”

Happy Birthday Louis Braille and Thank You not only with all my heart but with all my fingers!

A Tribute to Louie Braille by Terry Kelly

“Merci Louis”

https://terry-kelly.com/special-projects/merci-louis/Merci Louis

Thanks For Reading

B and Queenie

Looking Back and Praying Forward

As I look back on 2024 and look forward to 2025, I am pondering on all Queenie and I have accomplished and traveled through not just literally, but emotionally and spiritually as well with God’s Grace and Mercy this year. With much gratitude for my Girls, Sisters, Brother and a few close Friends and The Seeing Eye.

This year Queenie and I traveled to Florida three times managing through Denver International Airport and The Orlando Florida Airport.

After a year of working as a Rehabilitation Counselor for the State of Colorado, I ended my employment on my Birthday March 1. This was not an easy decision to make, because I had so very much looked forward to this job. But after many tears, anxiety induced sleepless nights and much prayer I decided I needed to sever my ties with this agency. I enjoyed working with the people I was attempting to assist in their employment searches within their specific needs. Unfortunately, due to supervisory inadequacy I was set up for failure from day one. This was a great disappointment for me.

In February we welcomed My Beautiful Baby Boy into the Family. With much gratitude to God for a healthy and safe delivery. My Daughter whom I am so very proud of delivered a healthy baby boy on February 21^st. I have had the honor and privilege of watching Her grow in Her journey as a new Momma.

In March I started contracting as an Independent Contractor Teacher of Students with Visual Impairments at the Colorado School For The Deaf and Blind. Queenie and I were able to walk to and from the campus except for bad weather days when we used the metro. It was good to be back in the classroom. We spent the morning in Pre-K and the afternoon working with kids on their tech skills.

I spent most of the summer taking on-line courses to renew my Colorado Teaching License.

September brought the joy of Queenie’s third Birthday. She and I have grown so very much as a team this year that sometimes I must remind myself that we have only been together for one year and seven months.

Currently I am providing virtual services to two school districts in northern Colorado. I miss the day to day with kids, but for now this is working well for us.

Luzie went to Hawaii in November and it was great to see Her joy in preparing to go, Her time there and to hear all about the trip when She came back to Colorado.

Christmas Eve, we attended church services with a good Friend then Luzie, Bagel and Salida came for a sleep over, and we spent Christmas day together. We had a lovely day. Queenie and Salida absolutely love playing with each other.

My Daughter Amanda recently became engaged to be married and we will be planning a wedding.

The end of December through most of January tends to be a difficult time for me, but I will persevere, and we will be okay.

I have never been one to set New Year Resolutions. Instead, I set goals for growth and step-by-step moving forward with the journey God has set me on.

Thanks for Reading.

Happy New Year!

B and Queenie

A Most Joyous Christmas!

“For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ The Lord.”

Luke 2:11 NKJ

My Queenie and I Hope a Most Joyous Christmas to our Family, Friends, and casual readers!!

Yesterday we attended Christmas Eve services with our good Friend Jeanette. Jeanette and I met many years ago when I first moved to Colorado and we have renewed our friendship since I returned two and a half years ago. She has been a Faithful Friend and I consider Her one of my many blessings.

My Daughters Manda, Luzie and Annai are truly my God given blessings. They have seen me through some very difficult times and never fail to Circle The Wagons.

My Texas Sisters and Brother continue to be a big part of my life and a very big emotional support for me.

Our traditions and celebrations have changed through out the years as a result of life changes and geography but the love remains constant, and for this I am grateful.

As the new year approaches next week Queenie and I embrace it with Joyful Anticipation of what God has in store for us.

Merry Christmas!

B and Queenie

Philharmonic Christmas Symphony

Oh My Jesus! The Pikes Peak Philharmonic Christmas Symphony last evening was an Amazingly Wonderful experience!! My heart is full of Joy and so very happy for this Christmas gift from Luzie. In addition to the Symphony there was a Choir. They performed beautifully together, performing many traditional Christmas arrangements but also some none-traditional pieces. I have to admit I cried with a few of the pieces. God has been so very Faithful to me even during the times when I thought He had forgotten me. The talent that God has bestowed on all the performers and Conductors was a joy to witness.

Luzie chose perfect seating where Queenie would not be stepped on and where people would not be crossing in front of us.

We went to dinner before the show to Olive Garden. This has been a favorite restaurant of ours since She was very young.

Thank You my Beautiful Luzie!! Love You so very much!

Thanks for Reading

With full and Joyful Hearts

B and Queenie

Busy Week

Queenie and I have had a busy week. I am so grateful I am feeling much better and can be out and about again.

Tuesday, Queenie had a Vet appointment with our Beloved Dr. Core. He says She looks great and everything is good. This was a check up and She needed to immunizations.

We took the metro to and from this appointment and all went well.

On Thursday we went to lunch with friends and as always, My Girl did a great job. We have a friend Adrian who just loves my Queenie and Queenie always tries to sneak in a hello to her When we see her. I sometimes take Queenie’s harness off so they can say hello to each other. When we go to restaurants if possible I situate Queenie under my chair. If this will not work, I situate Her under the table. Well our Friend Adrian was sitting in front of us and one over to the left. I noticed Queenie was slowly scooching forward. I pulled Her back a couple of times and She settled. One of the very good things about my Girl is that She does well with correction. We used the metro to and from the restaurant and this went well. I was a bit bothered when the driver that drove us home made the comment “it is good you all got to get out”.

I almost told her that yes the gates had been left opened and all of us got out. Another person from our party who happened to be Adrian answered her before I did and told her that we actually get out quite a bit.

Those of you who know me know that I live a solitary life with my Girl but in no way do we live in a cave and we are out and about quite a bit. This comment truly bothered me.

Yesterday Friday, we started our training at the Colorado Springs airport. I have some reservations about this, and how it will logistically work, but we are going to try.

Today Saturday I an so thrilled we will be going to the Colorado Springs Symphony Christmas Program with Our Luzie. This will be a first for Queenie and myself and certainly a first for such a venue. We have been to dance recitals where Luzie has performed and choreographed, but this is a larger venue with many more people. The performance tonight is my Christmas gift from Luzie and I am so excited to be attending.

I am so very happy for a new friend who has applied for a Guide Dog from The Seeing Eye Guide dog school, which as you all know is where Queenie and I are from. She recently had her Juno Walk and should be hearing from the school in the next month or so.

The Guide Dog Life is not for everyone, but for those of us who choose this life style it is truly a “Path to Independence”.

Thanks for Reading

B and Queenie

Queenie and I arrived safely back in Colorado two weeks ago. We had quite the travel adventure! TSA agents who did not know what to do with us, including one who tried to take Queenie’s leash from me. Those of you who travel with a “True Guide Dog” know this is a big “NO”.

We also had some good TSA agents who knew exactly what to do. Every time we travel, I wonder how it is possible that some agents have no clue how to proceed with us. Surely, we are not the first Guide Dog Team they have encountered.

Annai saw us to the gate in Orlando and our friend and sometimes driver met us at luggage claim in Denver.

I had requested assistance from the gate in Denver to baggage claim. The first person who was going to assist us was lovely and understood we did not need a wheelchair. Much to my dismay after a few steps he handed us off to another volunteer. She literally pushed a wheelchair in front of her the whole way. I don’t know if she was expecting me to change my mind.

I let her know I needed to stop at the “relief area”. She moved very quickly; you would have thought we were being chased. This was great for Queenie. She was ready to move after the long flight. I am convinced that flights from Orlando to Denver get longer every time.

After the relief area we had to take an elevator, and this is where I had to push back a bit.

As we were boarding the elevator there was another lady already in the elevator and she too had a wheelchair.

She told me to sit in the chair. I once again refused and said I did not need a wheelchair. She insisted I sit down and had the audacity to tell me “It is easier for us” if you sit in the chair.

Those of you who know me know that I try to be polite, and I am ready to educate when necessary. However, this woman’s tone and audacity was just too much for me.

I told her I did not need a wheelchair and would not sit in one. I then turned to the woman that had been guiding us and I told her, I did not mind her fast pace, but that I am totally blind, and I would appreciate it if she talked to me and let me know where we were going. I was not polite.

When we got off the elevator the second woman reminded the first woman to talk to me and tell me where we were going.

Then came the train! Once again, I was told to sit on the bench. Once again, I refused and asked her to direct me to the pole. I was not trying to be difficult, but after the almost hour drive from My Daughter’s house to the Orlando airport, the long flight and the anticipated drive from Denver to The Springs, I did not want to sit. All the way to baggage claim she asked if someone would be waiting for me. I think she was ready to be done with me.

Lee was waiting for us, but my bags were not. My bags did not make it to Denver.

So here we go filing a claim and explaining to another worker what is in my bags.

I explained one bag had clothing and shoes. The other one had an 18 pound bag of Dog food, Dog toys and coffee.

I apparently cannot count and was short food for Queenie for Sunday. So Annai and I went on a tour of four Petcos looking for the smallest bag of food we could find. Of course I did some shopping at each Petco. The coffee? Well I brought back Wawa coffee and Fox Tail coffee.

On our way to The Springs I received a txt from the utility CO letting me know there was a water main break and the water in our neighborhood had been shut off.

The water came back on at about 12:30 AM Tuesday and my bags were delivered shortly after that.

It has taken me two weeks to post because shortly after getting back I started feeling ill. I rarely get sick and figured whatever it was would pass. Well it didn’t and after worrying my Daughter and myself a bit I wet to the doctor last week. Apparently I have been battling with strep throat, and not winning. Today Monday, the antibiotic is working and I am feeling much better. Our Dogs are trained to be flexible and be able to work through all sorts of situations. Queenie is a true example of a Seeing Eye Dog “The Best of The Best”.

She has not gotten much work these past two weeks, and we plan to remedy that this week.

Thanks for Reading

B and Queenie, The Best of The Best!

Thanksgiving!

Queenie and I would like to wish everyone a Grace Filled; Gratitude Filled Thanksgiving. I understand that Gratitude may not always be easy to find in our hearts. Trust me, I have been there. However, on this Thanksgiving Day 2024 Queenie and I have many blessings to be grateful for as we live each day in Joyful Anticipation of what God has in store for our tomorrows.

I have mentioned my Sisters and Brother in previous posts. They have held me up in prayer, faith and emotional support during some of the most difficult times of my life. My Beautiful Daughters who have forged their path in service careers and created the lives they have chosen for themselves. My XO for whom I am so very Grateful. This Beautiful Baby Boy is very loved and very cherished.

My adopted state of Colorado is truly a gift for me. The life I am building here with Friends, work and purpose, is a blessing. At this time in my life, I am in a place emotionally, geographically, financially and professionally that I did not expect to find myself in.

But the saving Grace is that God did know. He prepared me for this time in my life and daily grants me the Grace Mercy and Peace to forge on forward, because He has always been Faithful to me.

Thanks for Reading

B and

Disney Springs!

I was remiss in my previous post not to mention that when I fly in and out of El Paso Texas, my Sisters meet me at the gate and when we leave, they also get a pass to walk with us to the gate and wait until we board.

On Saturday we went to Disney Springs. I wanted to do some shopping, and this was good work for Queenie. Depending on the people clusters we walk sighted guide with my Daughter and at times we navigate on our own.

My son-in-law had Xo in the stroller and my Daughter and I walked together.

Disney Springs has an entrance where people walk through and somehow if you are flagged you are stopped by security.

My son-in-law had to navigate through a different line than us because of XO’s stroller.

My Daughter, Queenie and I walked through, and of course we were flagged and stopped.

The first security guard addressed himself to my Daughter, wrong move on his part. Those of you who know my Girls know that they are protective of my rights as an individual who just happens to be blind.

So, my Daughter asked him if he was talking to Her.

Before he could respond a second security guard came up to us and took hold of Queenie’s harness. Very much a wrong move on his part.

My Daughter made it very clear to me that he was handling Queenie’s harness, and I noticed he had started to open the pouch I carry on Her Harness. Once again, wrong move on his part.

I took a step back and in my Teacher voice I told him, did not ask him, not to touch my Dog without telling me what he was doing.

No apology came forth, but he realized he had messed up

I opened the pouch and showed him all that was in there is a roll of pick-up bags.

So, he thought he was going to make it right by telling me my Dog is beautiful.

Well, of course She is but that’s beside the point.

We shopped and then went to dinner not in Disney Springs.

Queenie does well in restaurants most of the time. When it’s a new restaurant I put the Gentle Leader on Her.

She does great with crowds and most of the time in restaurants. The only thing with crowds is She does not like to meander behind people who are moving slow.

My Girl is very much a Take Control of the situation type of Girl!

Thanks For Reading

B and Queenie

Disney Springs!

I was remiss in my previous post not to mention that when I fly in and out of El Paso Texas, my Sisters meet me at the gate and when we leave, they also get a pass to walk with us to the gate and wait until we board.

On Saturday we went to Disney Springs. I wanted to do some shopping, and this was good work for Queenie. Depending on the people clusters we walk sighted guide with my Daughter and at times we navigate on our own.

My son-in-law had Xo in the stroller and my Daughter and I walked together.

Disney Springs has an entrance where people walk through and somehow if you are flagged you are stopped by security.

My son-in-law had to navigate through a different line than us because of XO’s stroller.

My Daughter, Queenie and I walked through, and of course we were flagged and stopped.

The first security guard addressed himself to my Daughter, wrong move on his part. Those of you who know my Girls know that they are protective of my rights as an individual who just happens to be blind.

So, my Daughter asked him if he was talking to Her.

Before he could respond a second security guard came up to us and took hold of Queenie’s harness. Very much a wrong move on his part.

My Daughter made it very clear to me that he was handling Queenie’s harness, and I noticed he had started to open the pouch I carry on Her Harness. Once again, wrong move on his part.

I took a step back and in my Teacher voice I told him, did not ask him, not to touch my Dog without telling me what he was doing.

No apology came forth, but he realized he had messed up

I opened the pouch and showed him all that was in there is a roll of pick-up bags.

So, he thought he was going to make it right by telling me my Dog is beautiful.

Well, of course She is but that’s beside the point.

We shopped and then went to dinner not in Disney Springs.

Queenie does well in restaurants most of the time. When it’s a new restaurant I put the Gentle Leader on Her.

She does great with crowds and most of the time in restaurants. The only thing with crowds is She does not like to meander behind people who are moving slow.

My Girl is very much a Take Control of the situation type of Girl!

Thanks For Reading

B and Queenie

We left home very early last Wednesday morning to be on time for a 6:00 A.M. flight from DIA. The last time we flew out of DIA was in March and I must say I was pleasantly surprised with the changes DIA has made sense then. Luzie noticed there were some changes when She flew out a month or so ago.

We checked into the “Help Desk” not sure if that is the accurate designation. Apparently, the travel form I had for Queenie was a bit distorted because of my printing and moving some text about so I could complete the appropriate boxes. The agent went ahead and took my form and gave me a new one to complete for our return trip.

I received an update from The Seeing Eye a couple of days ago letting us know that the travel form has been changed. So, I am going to assume that the one the agent gave me is the updated form.

This form is a point of contention for those of us who travel with our Dogs because it is cumbersome to complete online and if we print it out like I do, we need sighted assistance to complete the form.

As you all know all blind and low vision people have a “sighted friend in their pocket” that we pull out when we need sighted assistance. The Seeing Eye really needs to teach our Dogs to read and write. Haha

Our Luzie did get a pass, so She was able to accompany us to the gate.

We went through security without a hitch. The TSA agents knew their job and we had no problem. My hands were checked for explosives and so were my feet. I didn’t have to take my shoes off because I have TSA pre-check. So, the tops of my shoes were checked and on my left foot a little bit up towards my ankle. We were deemed to be safe, and we went through. Of course, Queenie was also checked for whatever our Dogs are checked for.

Two elevators and one train later we were at our gate. We were pre-boarded, and we were on our way. I chose to sit at the bulkhead, and I mentioned to the flight attendant that the airline usually leaves the seat next to us empty whenever possible. This works out great for us, so Queenie has a little more room even though She is small.

The flight attendants are very solicitous to us when we board, but they tend to forget we are there when we land and need my backpack and to get off. As I said there was an empty seat next to us with a man sitting in the isle. I was a bit peeved when one of the flight attendants came to me and explained they were right on the other side of the divider wall. She also explained about the floatation device under my seat. Then she turned to the man in the aisle seat and asked him if he would assist me, if necessary, with the mask. He politely agreed.

This bothered me at the time, but I chose to let it go. Always being on blindness education mode can get very exhausting.

After a almost 3 and ½ hour flight, we arrived in Orlando Florida. I truly believe the distance from Colorado to Florida increases every time we come this way.

Queenie and I were met at the gate by Our Annai and Xo. Oh my goodness how my Beautiful Baby Boy has grown since I last saw Him in March.

My Daughter as always is beautiful and She always warms my heart when I see Her. Geographically, She is the farthest one from Colorado, and as I mentioned those flights are awfully long.

I realize many people in the blindness community prefer to traverse the perils of airports with their Dogs, canes and possibly AIRA with no sighted assistance. I prefer the sighted assistance along side my Dog. I have been criticized for this and have been told I should be able to do this on my own just as a sighted person does. My response to this is “isn’t it wonderful we have a choice?”

I believe as people who are blind or visually impaired we have the right to make our choices as to when and how we request sighted assistance. For example I prefer not to take the offer of a wheel chair. However I do request sighted guide assistance to the gate and when necessary to baggage claim.

Having one of my Girls meet me at the gate or walking with me to the gate is always a stress reliever. At these times I have no worry that I will be forgotten to pre-board or to get to baggage claim.

Queenie is a great traveler, by car, city bus, metro or plane. She truly does better than I do.

Since we arrived I have spent time with my Daughter and XO., I also had to work some Wednesday—Friday.

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We will check in later with our experience to Disney Springs

B and Queenie

Hello All!

Just a quick note to check in and say how proud I am of My Girl!

Tuesday, I had a Dr. appointment. A few weeks ago, Patty taught us the route from the front door to where the Dr’s office is located. This route entailed locating the elevator, then the specific office we were going to. When we get to the second floor, it is a wide-open space and depending on which Dr, people are there to see, you either turn right, left or forward. I gave Queenie the direction commands and She handled it in Her Queenie way, and we found the location spot on. When we were leaving from the exam room, I gave Her the “outside Command” and She reversed our route.

We have been working on the word “seat” and She had no trouble finding a seat for me in the waiting room. We used the Metro to get to and from our appointment. Queenie is a pro when it comes to Metro and the city buses.

In the afternoon, we went to an open house for a none profit. The setting was very crowded with people, canes and one other Guide Dog. Queenie did a great job, and we managed to avoid canes and blind people who walked without a cane.

On Wednesday we went downtown for lunch, a little Christmas Shopping and some working on routes using cardinal directions. Those of you who know me know that I struggle mightily with cardinal directions to the point that I avoid them. They just make no sense to me. Patty persists in trying to teach this concept to me, and I am beginning to think She may be correct that this is probably a skill I should learn. Our next O&M challenge is going to be to learn the Colorado Springs Airport. This will make our travel transportation somewhat easier. At this time when Queenie and I travel to West Texas or to Florida we fly out of Denver. Transportation to and from Denver can be tricky and expensive if Luzie is not available to get us there or pick us up. If we fly out of Colorado Springs, we make a stop in Denver, probably change plains and go from there.

This new O&M adventure will need to wait until December or maybe January, but we will endeavor to conquer this challenge.

As I have said many times, Godiva taught me to be Brave and Queenie pushes me to be even Braver.

On Wednesday afternoon, after our down town adventure, we stopped in at Sprouts. My Girl does not particularly like when we follow in a store or anywhere else for that matter. She wants to lead. This is nothing new. This was Her behavior during training at The Seeing Eye. And when it comes to my holding on to a grocery buggy with my right hand and have Her on my left, She really does not like this mode of moving.

However She did great at Sprouts. All in all She did a great job and worked hard for me all day.

Last evening we went out with Luzie to do a little shopping and once again Queenie’s work was spot on.

I am working this afternoon, and we will be spending most of the weekend with the exception of lunch with Friends on Sunday, getting ready for our up-coming trip to Florida.

More about that later.

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B and Queenie

Momma, Mom, Mommy, Mother

I am the youngest of my mother’s three Daughters. In turn I have four Daughters myself. They are three adult women who have followed their path according to what they believe is important to them. My Katie has been with Jesus for many years. I raised my Daughters with the assurance that they were “Independent, Decisive Women of Faith” and that I would always love them no matter what, who, where, how, or if. Have they always followed my advice, choices, values or beliefs? Absolutely not, and have I always been happy with their choices? Absolutely not! But then I did not raise them to be “Mini Me’s”. The three of them are independent women who have chosen their path and who have settled into service careers. I am also a Grandmother to a Beautiful Baby Boy who knows me as BAM.

My two Sisters and I are about as different as Sisters can be and still be Sisters. I love my Sisters dearly and I know without a doubt that they will always be there for me, in the good and in the difficult. We were raised by a Mother who faced many challenges as a single mother of six children. She unexpectedly became a widow at the age of forty-one, after my Father died because of a short illness at the age of forty-six on June 1961. My oldest Brother was fourteen and I was two years old. She had a Family of six, and a business to run. In 1961 my future was not surprisingly expected to be positive due to my visual impairment that would eventually result in complete blindness.

Sixty-three years later, I can with all honesty say that my Father’s death was a lifelong loss for myself, my siblings and my Mother. My Mother did not remarry. At this time there was no such thing as “grief counseling”. In her lifetime she lived through the Vietnam War while enduring the service of two sons in the United States Army. We owned a small grocery store. “Avila’s Grocery”. This was at a time when small Family-owned grocery stores thrived. At one time she also had a small restaurant behind the store. She made sure no family in the neighborhood went hungry. She allowed families to charge groceries when they were short on money. I remember a small index card box full of 3×5 cards where she kept track of what was owed to her. “No” was never a word she used. If people needed groceries or just a meal She was ready to provide. My mother’s example of resiliency and fortitude was demonstrated to her children on a daily basis.

During the summer of 1965 I attended a summer Kindergarten program. Kindergarten was not mandatory in the state of Texas at the time. I think back to my Kindergarten Teacher, Mr. Torrez with great fondness. He certainly was not prepared for the bulgy eyed little girl who came into his class with limited vision and anxiety about being in school. My Sister Estela who is five years my senior, says she attended Kindergarten twice. She accompanied me along with the neighbor who gave us a ride to the school where I attended. On several occasions my Sister stayed until I was sufficiently comfortable for her to leave.

That same fall my mother attempted to enroll me at my home school for what would be my first grade year. To this day I remember the front office clerk saying to my Mother “Oh no Mrs. Avila, we do not take children like her here”. If this statement devastated my mother who at this point had no certainty about my future, I will never know, because she showed no distress in front of me. I do know that the front office clerk’s words hurt me. I so wanted to be like my Sister Estela and be able to read and write the way She did. I was mesmerized by Her words when She read, making sense of the marks on paper. More importantly to watch Her make the magic marks on a paper when She wrote down words. Literacy and the love of literacy was in my soul even at that young age, although I still did not know this would be my path in the future. Not in print, but in the wonderous code of Braille.

To this day, I reflect not only on how this woman’s words affected me but also because of similar hurtful words that many, many, other children and adults along with myself deal with still to this day on a daily basis, due to a perceived lack of awareness and acceptance.

I of course do not know how she did it, but my mother located the program where “Children like me” would be educated. At the time children who were blind or visually impaired attended a centrally located school where two absolutely wonderous Teachers of The Visually Impaired taught “children like me”. We were not bused, we were taxied to Houston School. Mrs. Ratner taught 1-4^th grade and Mrs. Potter taught 5-8^th grade. High School saw us sent to our home school high school. That experience is for another post.

We were taught grade level academics along with blind specific skills. As our Braille, large print, and auditory skills improved we were meshed into the general ed. Student body (mainstreaming).

I entered 1^st grade before federal and state guidelines mandated we be educated in public schools. My Mother would not consider sending me to The School For The Blind in Austin Texas, because she knew my Father would not have approved of this. For more information on how public education evolved for “children like me”, please look for “An Investigation into The Commonalities of Students Who are Braille Readers in a Southwestern State Who Possess Comprehensive Literacy Skills” 2017.

My Mother who dealt with great life challenges, hurts and disappointments did not feel She was up to the task of overseeing my education. Not because She did not care, or love me, but because in 1965 She was simply not equipped for this task. She used to say that the school knew better than she did, what I needed in terms of my education. Fortunately Mrs. Ratner and Potter, knew exactly what they were doing, even though this type of program was not well established and in some views not well accepted. I will leave these two women who even today, play such an important part in my life, as a person, a teacher and an advocate for another post.

One of my major conflicts with my Mother was when I was entering high school. She wanted me to attend Loretto Academy, a private school for girls. I challenged Her on this and I went to my home public school. My next major conflict regarding my education was when I wanted to leave El Paso to attend Texas Tech University in Lubbock Texas. I now believe after many conversations with my Sisters that this was truly soul hurting for my Mother. For the first time in my life She would not have day-to-day contact with me and she would not be able to assure herself that I was safe. My Sister Terry drove me from El Paso to Lubbock and when they left me standing at the curb to my dorm, my Sister says my Mother cried with a soul wrenching despair. My Sister with Her young wisdom assured my Mother I was where I wanted to be. Indeed, I was where I wanted to be and where I needed to be. From that day on I never returned to live under my Mother’s roof. I certainly went back for visits but never to stay permanently.

From the time I was diagnosed at about 6-9 months until the day I left to attend Texas Tech, my Mother saw to it that I had the best medical care possible. She saw me through many, many, surgeries, not just for my sake but because She had promised my Father. And yet to Her last lucid day She would say that She would never accept my blindness, because to do so would be telling God that it was okay. In spite of this my Mother never interfered with my education, an education which would provide me a path to independence, self-sufficiency, self-worth and a career.

So after all of this history, you might ask “where is she going with all this”? Throughout my almost thirty-six years of teaching I have met many different kinds of Momma, Mom, Mommys and Mothers. I have had parents who are angry and lash out at me because I am close at hand. I have had parents that through a language barrier, instead of participating in their child’s education through an interpreter or an effort to learn English, they give up and drop their child’s education on the lap of the education system. I have had parents who do not accept their child’s blindness or visual impairment and challenge all we try to do. I have had parents who are in denial and parents who expect us to do more than we can. I have had parents who turn away and expect us to be parent, educator, and healer all at once. I have always said that my role as a Teacher should not and will not exclude the parent. But when a parent is not willing to be a part of their child’s education, there is little to anything I can do. I have also had very involved parents who receive my suggestions and will follow through with their child.

My Mother had a third grade education and with that She raised six children, ran a successful business and did all She had the capacity to do for this child of hers who had needs beyond her understanding.

With great gratitude I say that while my Mother did not fully participate in my education She never stood in the way. She and I did not have an idyllic relationship for many reasons. We missed opportunities to connect with each other on an equal level. We missed opportunities to share Her hurt about my blindness and my determination to face life head on in spite of my blindness. But even so, She respected my Father’s wishes, and in spite of Her fears for me, I reached out for the education Mrs. Ratner and Potter offered and beyond.

As of this writing I have several degrees along with a Doctorate in Education.

I can only hope that not only my Father would be proud of me but my Mother as well.

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B and Queenie

I reluctantly started using my white cane when I was in my 20s shortly after starting my first Teaching job. I had been hired to establish an Early Childhood program for Littles who were ages 3-5. There had been some changes in my vision, and I painfully decided it was time. Up to this point the only Cane Travel Training I had received was as part of my certification courses.

I was in a very small city in East Texas, Google was not a thing at that time, and so I asked operator assistance for a “Light House”. I was looking for a “Light House for The Blind”, who I figured would sell me a cane.

Imagine my surprise when the business I reached out to was a company that produced light bulbs, so I ended up ordering my first cane from Maxi Aids. I must admit it took a few years for me to utilize the cane properly. A couple of Teaching Positions later, I was in an inner-city school in Houston Texas. I would prop up my cane as I walked in the door and did not say “hello” to it again until I left in the afternoon.

Most of us do not use a cane to navigate our home, office or classroom, however my danger was that I did not use it when leaving my classroom to go about the campus.

Well, one day a Custodian left a flatbed dolly sitting in the middle of the walkway a few steps outside my classroom.

You got it! I found the dolly and not in a polite way. My shin hit the edge, and I literally flew over the thing.

That was the day I had to accept the white cane as a part of my day-to-day safe mobility travels.

Many, many years later when I went to The Seeing Eye for the first time in 2011, I had been a cane traveler for more than thirty years. During the time between Godiva and Queenie, I once again used a cane.

The decision to be a Guide Dog Handler as opposed to using a cane is a personal one made by people based on their needs, beliefs and lifestyle. I personally feel more confident and willing to work routs working a Dog than I do with a cane.

October 15 is designated as “White Cane Day”. The white cane not only lets others know that a person who utilizes one, has a visual impairment. This is crucial when traveling within our community, whether it be a busy street crossing or a trip to the grocery store or mall.

The white cane enables a blind person to navigate life just as sighted people do.

On October 6, 1964, President Lyndon B. Johnson signed into law a proclamation authorizing October 15, as White Cane Safety Day. In this proclamation President Johnson stated, that A white cane in our society has become one of the symbols of a blind person’s ability to travel independently.

The white cane can be used for safe independent travel, however, without proper training it can cause harm if not used correctly. Good traveling skills will reduce injuries to the person using it and to those around hm/her.

The only reason I remained safe while using my cane was that I had some degree of Cane Skills training through my certification program.

Orientation and Mobility Instructors such as my good Friend Patty Wagner of Colorado, and my Daughter Amanda Guerrero of Texas teach proper, safe and efficient cane travel skills. Patty was my O&M Instructor when I first came to Colorado in 2010. She prepared me to go to The Seeing Eye in 2011. She continued to work with me after I came home with Godiva. When I moved back to Colorado in 2022 I once again requested Her services. She got me ready to go to The Seeing Eye in 2023 and continues to work with me and Queenie. Amanda was a good O&M Instructor before She knew that was what She wanted to pursue as a career.

A good qualified O&M Instructor can work with people who are blind or visually impaired to teach and develop good, safe cane skills, or with people who travel with a Guide Dog.

Every year, throughout our country different activities and celebrations are planned to recognize “White Cane Day” on October 15.

International “Guide Dog Day” is celebrated annually on the last Wednesday of April. While International Guide Dog Day is not recognized or celebrated as widely as White Cane Day, this day is of great import to those of us who choose to travel through our world and life with a Guide Dog at our side.

So today on October 15, 2024, Queenie and I honor all those people who are blind and visually impaired who choose to travel their world and life utilizing a White Cane.

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B and Queenie

Well this morning it was not a lion, a tiger or bear, it was a bobcat!!

Queenie and I go out for the first time at about 540 AM. This morning while She was taking care of business both of us heard the very distinct sound of a bob cat. We both froze, and I kept trying to get Her to move towards the door to go back inside. Her body went rigid when we first heard it and Her head was cocked in the direction of the sound and I would think smell. We have a fenced back yard, but behind us is an alley. Our back door neighbors back yards come up to the same alley. Cars can come through here so they can park in the detached garages.

We moved as quickly as Queenie would allow and got back inside. All the while we could hear the bobcat moving through the alley towards Pikes Peak. I pray no one in this area had left their pets out during the night.

Sightings of bobcats are not unusual and people are told to be careful with their pets. This was difenitly a first for us, and I must say it gave me quite a fright.

Bears, deer, raccoon and wolfs are also not uncommon for CO Springs, but fortunately we have not met with them either. Raccoons like to dig in certain parts of our yard, but they scatter when they hear us.

All these creatures are looking for food, but I would rather not be on their menu.

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B and Queenie

Queenie here, as you all know yesterday was my 3rd Birthday.

Momma and I have been celebrating all week. On Monday we celebrated as a Pre-Birthday Day.

Tuesday we tried to shop on Chewy with no success. Too much to choose from.

Yesterday Momma sang the Happy Birthday song to me all day.

I got to play with Salida for a little bit in the morning and in the evening.

Luzie brought me a nifty looking football and some treats.

She also brought my Momma a picture frame that made Her cry. She says they are good tears. The frame has a picture of Godiva my Sister of the Heart and a picture of Me.

Bagel spent the day with us, but She doesn’t really like to play the way Salida does.

Today Momma and I went to the park for a nice walk, but it got a bit too hot. We like this rout and I was able to let Her know where the Fire Fighter Memorial is. We didn’t go in but it is good to know where it is in the park.

Then our Friend Patty went with us to Pet Smart, and oh boy did I have fun.

Momma had me try out different beds and I chose the one I wanted.

She says I need a new bed for our home office because we will be working from home most of the week.

She also bought Me several toys, balls, a Wabba and a Turtle. Don’t know how I feel about the turtle, but I am excited about the balls and the wabba.

I am also excited because our Beautiful Baby Boy XO sent me a gift which should arrive today.

Then we went to lunch with our Friend Patty and I did so good that I didn’t need the gentle leader for most of the time we were there.

We are now home and plan to spend the rest of the day just being together. Other than working, this is my favorite part of the

day.

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Queenie

She takes good care of me and I take good care of Her.

Happy Birthday to my beautiful Queenie and Her siblings, the Q Litter of September 25, 2021.

After Godiva crossed the Rainbow Bridge in January 2020, I honestly did not think I would be able to return to The Seeing Eye. Angela McDyer TSE Admissions walked through a great deal of my grief process with me.

When I returned to Colorado August 2022, I started to think that maybe I needed to go back to The Seeing Eye for my second dog. I don’t care for the term “successor dog.” Once again Angela was a great support to me. I reached out to the Guide Dog User’s list serve and asked for perspective. One of the responses I received was from a handler who was honest with me when she asked me if I had known how short of time I would have with Godiva, would I have chosen not to go be matched with Her. My answer of course was “No”. I was and continue to be grateful for the time I had my Godiva.

So, with a great deal of hand holding from Angela and Patty our Friend and O&M Instructor I submitted my application September 2022.

On October 27, 2022, Jim Kessler came to Colorado for my Juno Walk. Jim happened to be in Aurora and Angela called and asked if he would make time to come see me. He came and because he did not have me on his original schedule, he did not have a harness with him. Jim very gently asked if I still had Godiva’s harness. He must have seen something in my face because before I could answer Jim said it was okay we would work it out. I will forever be grateful to Jim for his kindness and understanding of my emotions during my Juno Walk. We used Godiva’s harness for the walk.

Queenie and I were matched on Wednesday April 26, 2024, which happened to be International Guide Dog Day.

Our class manager was Jan Abbot, who trained Queenie and who remembered me from when I was there to be matched with Godiva.

Our Instructor/Trainer was Bill Lang who I have to say was very patient with my emotions and let me cry when I needed to and pushed me to train hard and begin to establish my bond with Queenie.

My head told me I needed to do this; however, my heart was very much afraid to bond and love another dog as much as I had Godiva.

On Thursday morning 4/27 after breakfast and after a rather ugly cry with Jan, right smack in the middle of a hallway at the house, when we got back to our room, Queenie and I had a long talk, and I promised Her we were going to be okay.

I can honestly say I have kept my promise.

We have worked hard to become a seamless team. Our bond and love for each other grows stronger step-by-step.

During our training at The Seeing Eye, I received not only training but the understanding and support I needed to move forward with Queenie.

Jan, Angela and Bill were a part of this process.

My Daughters, Sisters and Brother kept up with our training through phone calls and our blog.

So here we are on My Girl’s third birthday ever so grateful for each other, The Seeing Eye and the support we receive from Family and close Friends.

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B and Queenie

Queenie and I here,

It appears that this academic year I will be primarily working virtually from home. Therefore Queenie and I need to establish some routines that will get us out of the house if not every day, but at least every other day. She needs the work and we both will need to get out.

I am grateful for the virtual work especially when we start getting weather.

We are working on a route from our home to Memorial Park. The park is not far from us and offers different walk areas as it is a fairly large park. I do need to be careful because many people come to the park and let their dogs off leash.

This morning we tried successfully the rout semi-independently.

Our Patty watched from a distance hiding behind trees, signage and whatever else She could find, so Queenie would not see Her. She probably looked like She was stalking us. I find this very funny!

As we left our house one of our neighbors has the habit of parking their very large vehicle not quite on their driveway sticking out across the sidewalk that we travel on. This is not the first time this has happened. Queenie tried to navigate the vehicle by going around the front, which is what we are supposed to do if the car is running. So She figures this is what we should do if the car is parked. Today that didn’t work because we were ending up to close to their door. We back tracked and went around the back and took off down the side walk. Yeah for my Girl.

As we approached the bus stop after we crossed the street, She turned Her head to the left and I thought She was asking if we were taking the bus. Nope, there was a man standing at the bust stop with a dog. I realized after I told Queenie to keep going that we were not taking the bus, what She was looking at when the dog growled. The man held the dog back and told him to stop, as I told Queenie to “Leave It” and we kept going. I thanked the owner and his response was “always”. A few steps farther a skate boarder was coming toward us. Queenie ignored him even when he acknowledged Her.

We crossed Handcock which is a lighted intersection.

Part of our way we pass the Fire Fighter’s Memorial. Apparently some function was happening because their were many people setting up tents and chairs. We came across one more obstacle with whatever was being set up. She figured it out and we kept going. Up until this point Queenie had not seen Patty. From that point on there are two wonky curbs that we maneuvered well. The rest of the way we did great. The truck was still sticking out on our side walk, but we went around it.

She loves playing with Patty and never tires. So they played for a bit after we got home.

I wish I had half Her energy.

So very proud of my Girl!!!

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B and Queenie

Today, I introduced Queenie to the taste of Cuties, or Clementines as the grocery store calls them.

I have never developed the skill of taking pictures or making videos. But Her reaction was priceless.

I held out a slice of the cutie to Her. She sniffed it and looked up to me. Without sniffing it again She looked at it and then at me several times.

She finally took it from my hand and chewed it very slowly.

It was obvious She was not too convinced.

She ate 3 pieces, because the rule is “3 bites” and walked away.

Her reaction was so very funny. But if it had been watermelon which She loves, there would have been no question as to Her decision to take it from my hand and then ask for more.

Queenie says She will be more than happy to share the cuties with Salida and Bagel.

We will try again tomorrow.

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B and Queenie

Hello All,

A few nights ago before falling asleep, Queenie and I were making a list of all the things She is just so very good at, (forgive the bad grammar here). The list is so long we fell asleep before completing it.

We tried again the next and next nights, but we never completed the list because it is so very long and we fall asleep.

The One very important thing She is absolutely perfect with is Loving Me. No questions asked, no expectations other than my Loving Her back.

I truly believe with all my heart and soul Queenie was sent to me by Jesus with Godiva nudging Him and telling Him they had to do something, because I was going to need help. The Seeing Eye was the vehicle through which this was accomplished.

We are doing well, settling in to a new school year, grateful I am teaching and waiting for our contractual week to fill up.

Living in Joyful anticipation of what Jesus has in store for us.

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B and Queenie

Good Morning All,

Queenie and I are dancing a Happy Dance today.

I am currently working through a staffing agency here in Colorado. Only one contract has come through them for this school year.

My Friend Patty suggested I contact Allied Instructional Services. They are a staffing company based in Virginia.

I interviewed with them last Friday and I received a contract offer this morning.

The work will be virtual and I have the possibility to be contracted to districts across the country.

Yesterday I was explaining to my Sister that the virtual service delivery model was birthed during the pandemic. When we shut down March 2020, we were placed in the tenuous situation of teaching virtually. Since then as a profession we have learned and continue to learned how to best provide services virtually to our students.

I am very pleased about this opportunity. AIS offers opportunity for growth and new teaching experiences for me..

Since I will primarily be working from home Queenie and I will need to schedule in some out of the house time for walking and working Her amazing guide skills.

God is so very Faithful

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B and Queenie

Sisters, Sisters!

This post is a bit personal, but I would like to share part of my story.

Recently I have had my two Sisters foremost present on my mind and heart. This is not to say that I do not think of them, pray for them, and miss them daily, however, for some reason I have had them on my mind a bit more intensely than usual. One of my Sisters says this is because I need to come to them. But She means move back to Texas.

During the Democratic National Convention held last week on the last night, Thursday last, Kamala Harris’s younger sister was front and center speaking about her beloved big sister, applauding her and being there for her. This of course brought thoughts of my Sisters, who live in Texas. New Mexico separates us geographically, but some days it feels as though they live continents away and not just a couple of states away.

I have tried to instill in my own Daughters that there is no relationship more precious and lasting as that of Sisters. It brings me great joy to see how they circle around each other in good times and bad. This strong belief of mine about Sisters unfortunately was not instilled in my siblings and myself growing up by our mother. Our mother raised us as a single parent after our Father died in 1961 when I was two years old, and my oldest brother was fourteen years old. There were six of us for her to feed, clothe, educate, and raise to be good, kind successful human beings. Our mother was forty-one years old when she became a widow quite suddenly. She never re-married and somehow managed to sustain for most of my growing up a small grocery store which served the community in which we lived. This was at a time when corner stores were still profitable. There was no such thing as grief counseling after my Father died for any of us. I believe our mother did the best she knew how at the time. Therefore, if she did not instill the idea of sibling closeness, she cannot be faulted for this. In addition to all her responsibilities, I was her youngest child, who had been diagnosed with Congenital Glaucoma and the prognosis was that I would be totally blind by the time I was five years old. So once again teaching us sibling closeness was probably not at the top of her priority list.

I started life out with three Brothers and two Sisters. A conversation I had with my mother while I was still living at home, revealed that when I was diagnosed with the Glaucoma, my condition was explained to my Brothers and Sisters. This was during a time when Child Life services did not exist. How much my Brothers and Sisters understood regarding what was coming for me, I don’t know. In another conversation with my mother she revealed that before my Father died, He asked her to take care of me. I believe my Father understood the vulnerability I would experience due to what was believed to be my impending blindness. During this time in our society not much was expected of or for people with any kind of disability. For this reason my Mother refused to send me to the school for the blind in Texas. I was educated in public schools. I believe with all my heart that if my Father had lived He would be very proud of me, what I have accomplished, and very proud of my Daughters. My Daughters missed out on having a doting Grandpa, and on my down days this makes me sad. This is one reason why I intend to be a very doting Grandma or BAM as He knows me to my Beautiful Baby Boy Grandson in Florida.

Now as I write this entry, I have two Sisters and one brother, who love me and champion me. My Family experienced the sting of death several years ago.

My Oldest brother died in June 2014. During this time I was spending my summer at the Texas Tech library working on my dissertation. The Following year our Mother died after battling Alzheimer’s Disease for several years. She died February 2015. I was at the Dallas Fort Worth International Airport waiting for a flight to South Carolina where I was expected that afternoon for a job interview when my Sister called to say our Mom had quietly died. We held her Funeral mass and burial on my birthday March 1, a few weeks after she died. My Brother closest in age to me He was eight years older than me, died that same year in December. One of my biggest regrets in life is that I did not attend His services. When I was a little girl He would play tetherball with me and let me win.

I believe and while no one in my Family has ever mentioned this, as I grew up my Brothers may have been a bit conflicted as to their role in my life. So they were both Brother and tried to be Father at times.

Life, education, marriage, moves from our home town, drew distance between me and my siblings. I am not proud of this, but there it is.

So, back to my Sisters, Sisters! In February 2022 or some where about then, I contacted one of my Sisters to let Her know I had filed for and had been granted a divorce from a husband to whom I had been married to for almost thirty-six years, May of 2021. I also shared that I had resigned my Teaching position with my current school district and would be moving back to Colorado in July.

My Sister, listened, cried and most of all asked what She could do for me. There was no judgement, no condemnation, no “”You should have known better.” My Sister loved me across the many miles from one part of Texas to the other. I asked Her to please let my other Sister and our Brother know, as I did not think I could go through the conversation again.

When I spoke with my Older, Older Sister, She told me not that She was hurt that I did not let them know things were bad, but that I didn’t feel I could go to them.

So today, August 26, 2024, as I sit in my office in my home in Colorado Springs with Queenie next to me, I want to say that not only my Sisters, but my Brother too have championed me through a very difficult time.

My Sisters and I are working hard to come together in that very special closeness and bonding that comes from being Sisters. This does not mean my Brother is not there, but I will leave Him for another time.

Love You very much Sister, Sister!

Well, it is hard to believe we are at the end of summer, especially with the high temperatures we have experienced here in The Springs.

There isn’t a day that goes by that I am not grateful to God for my Queenie!

She reminds me everyday that Godiva taught me to Be Brave and that She intends to push me forward in our Journey. Her work is spot on in new areas and She certainly remembers places we have been too even if only once.

I have started working, but not full time yet. Until I do, we take trips to local coffee shops, and down town Colorado Springs. We have also gone to Peak Vista to participate in a woman’s group. Village in is not necessarily new to us, but Her work without my walking sighted guide with Luzie is absolutely perfect.

Queenie absolutely loves seeing Luzie and Patty. Her play dates with Salida and Bagel bring Her great joy.

Most mornings we are able to sit outside for about an hour before the heat gets too bad and She enjoys keeping an eye on the neighborhood.

As for me, I am waiting not always patiently for what God has instore for us both professionally and personally.

Growing closer to Jesus and being Thankful for His love and Mercy.

My Grandson is growing healthy, strong and beautiful. Queenie and I did not make it out to Florida this past July. It was not a good time for my Daughter and Her family. However, as I said, we have kept busy.

My Renewal for my Colorado license was finally approved.

The end of July marked my two year anniversary back in Colorado and I am grateful to be here, making my way through this time in my life with Queenie at my side.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

Hello, I have always said that our mother raised my Siblings and I very Red White and Blue. She loved our country and would unfortunately be distressed at the turmoil our country is in today. But this is not a political post. Our mom loved 4th of July and She especially liked the fireworks. As far back as I can remember we always had fireworks on the 4th. When they were illegal in the city (El Paso TX), we would go out of the city limits. I have always enjoyed fire works and one of my best memories is my Brother Luis helping me with the sparklers and roman candles when I was a little girl. I can no longer see the fireworks but the 4th of July continues to be special to me.

Our Beloved Dad served in WW2 with the forces that liberated France. Two of my Brothers served in Vietnam and I Have two nephews and a niece-in-law  that have served their country in the military. Gratefully, they all came home safely.

So on this day no matter what your political or military affiliation, be grateful for those who have served to protect our way of life.

Thanks for reading

B and Queenie

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Casey Mathews has been my Assistive Technology Instructor for a short time. During this time, I have learned a great deal from him. Those of you who know me, know that I prefer not to work with male AT Trainers. However, Casey has changed my mind at least when it comes to him. In the time he has worked with me never has he made me feel foolish for what I do not know. He has a calm, kind generous demeanor which has allowed me to trust him.

As we all know technology continues to evolve and Casey makes it part of his services to keep up with what is working and not working.

My webpage has been designed and created by Casey.

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Casey’s services can be contracted through Division of Vocational Rehabilitation programs in Colorado. He also has a Subscription based service option.

I encourage everyone to check out his webpage at

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Hello All, hope everyone is staying cool.

I am currently taking classes in order to renew my Colorado Teaching License. The American Printing House for The Blind has some courses that will add value to my license. I will also need to renew my Colorado Braille Certification.

We are trying to balance working through courses and taking time off to play and enjoy our time  off.

Last Saturday 6/22 we attended Luzie’s Spring Dance recital. She choreographed several dances and performed in others. So very proud of My Luzie.

Amanda flew in from Texas for this event and I was able to spend time with Her on Saturday before the performance. This brought joy to my heart, as I don’t see Amanda often.

Tuesday we attempted to take the bus to down town CO Springs. Unfortunately the bus driver drove past us. We did eventually make it to down town and we were able to go to my favorite coffee shop.

In the afternoon I had a dental appointment. I have a tooth that needs extracting, and this appointment was my second consult with as many oral surgeons. This tooth has a saga that I can turn into a novel.

Lunch at La Baguette in down town CO Springs on Wednesday was great fun. The waiter asked if I wanted water for Queenie. Many down town businesses put water outside for pedestrian dogs. I always appreciate it when restaurant staff ask if I want water for Queenie. I always say no, but request a cup of ice that I share with Her if it is hot outside.

We attended a book club meeting at a coffee shop that I had never been too on Thursday. The food was good and so was the company and discussion.

Today we went to a cook-out, and again the food and company was great. We came home and share some watermelon and the plan is to sit and be for a while, then get back to  work.

I know transportation in CO Springs could be better, but it is above and beyond what I had in North Texas.

Still looking for a driver that will drive for shopping trips.

Thanks for Reading

B and Queenie

Hello

A week ago today Queenie and I completed our contract with CSDB Via Gillem.

We learned a great deal during the 3 months we were there.

We learned new routs and then had to learn more routs when construction on campus blocked our already learned routs.

I did some growing during these 3 months emotionally, spiritually and professionally.

As of now, Queenie and I have 2 contracts for the up coming school year and I am hopeful I will be able to work 4-5 days a week.

Contracting has worked well for me and I am proud of the road we are walking professionally.

My Sister Terry had a birthday earlier this week and I am thankful she is healthy and strong in her faith and convictions.

I was so hoping my sisters would be able to come see us this summer, but I have put that hope away.

Colorado weather is quite hot and our home does not have air conditioning.

I am grateful for my Compadre Joe Centola who came today to install a window air conditioner for us.

I recently found out I am lacking 30 hours of professional development in order for me to renew my Colorado license.

So, Queenie and I are spending time this month and some in July taking online courses.

I will also have to renew my Braille Certification. It will all get done.

Next week my beautiful and very talented Luzie has Her Spring Dance recital 6/22.

Queenie and I have been to this venue before and have no worries about navigating.

Amanda will be flying in and out, a quick visit so She can be here for the recital and I am very much looking forward to seeing My Beauty.

In addition to taking classes this summer, Queenie and I are very much looking forward to spending time in Florida with My Beautiful Baby Boy and His very much loved parents.

That’s all for now.

Thanks for reading

B & Q

Hello All,

Today is the anniversary of a life changing event for me. I started the day feeling emotionally heavy.

This morning, before heading to school, I Thanked God for all He has provided for me and most of all that I am far removed from where I was three years ago.

Still working on who I want to be and how to get there with God’s Grace and Mercy.

After school we had a metro ride scheduled for a dentist appointment.

I was to get a permanent crown to replace the temporary crown I have been wearing for two weeks.

When I made the appointment I was not told it would not be with my regular Dentist. What a surprise this was.

I did not like this lady, her manner or her lack of knowledge of who I am. She obviously did not read my chart before putting on her gloves. She hurt me and made my gums bleed.

The Hygienist was excellent.

Well my permanent crown did not fit properly so we had to go through the whole process of a temporary one again and creating a mold for the permanent.

Queenie laid down next to the chair but She required reassurance from me regularly that I was okay.

She most likely sensed my tension.

Before we left I made sure the receptionist knew I did not want to see this dentist again and I want to be scheduled with my original Dentist.

We had a metro ride scheduled and it took us an hour to get home. We live about 20-30 minutes from the Dental Office.

We are planning to snuggle up after dinner and do nothing.

My goal for this weekend is to try to hire someone that will drive for me and will assist with shopping.

I tried this once before with no luck.

Anyway, happy to be home safe where no one stairs, judges or thinks they should tell me what they think.

These days I am feeling very much alone, but this will pass, and so grateful to have queenie.

Thanks For Reading

Bertha

Hello all,

One year ago today 5/11/2023, Queenie and I left the Seeing Eye early in the morning headed for Colorado.

Driver Lee and friend Judy met us at Dia. Luzie came by after work to meet my Girl.

It has been a year of change, much prayer, growing together and personal growth and introspection on my part.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

A couple of days ago Queenie and I had quite the afternoon. I had a scheduled pick up from our school due to high winds with the para transit (metro).

While we were waiting talking to some teachers a van pulled up for one of the other Teachers that use the system. We were in clear view of the drivers and how could anyone miss us. I have queenie with me and She is very visible.

After a few minutes I called the service and was told the driver had left me because I did not show up.

I had a 3:45 pick up, which means they can show up    at 3:30. I walked out with the kids at 3:25.

If the driver did not see us, I question whether he should be driving.

Dispatch was not very friendly and when she tried to get another driver to pick us up, the driver replied he knows who I am and he  refused because he is allergic to dogs. He has picked us up before and makes it very clear he is allergic. Keep in mind, I live about 3 minutes away by car.

Another driver offered to pick us up and it would take about 12 minutes. I declined the trip and we walked home in the wind.

As we were passing one of the drive ways out of the campus, Queenie slowed and then stopped. There was a car that was driving out and the front of her car was literally on the sidewalk we were walking on.

I am grateful to The Seeing Eye for their diligence in traffic training of our Dogs.

Queenie looked left and right. She was trying to determine if we would need to step into the very busy street to walk past the car. At that moment the woman in the car spoke and told me I was okay that she was pulling out of the drive way.

Queenie did move forward and was able to keep us out of the street.

This bothered me greatly! There is no way the woman did not see us coming down the sidewalk as she approached the drive way.

In hindsight I should have asked her to pull back and asked her name.

I didn’t and thanks to my very smart Girl we were safely past.

One of my co-workers mentioned yesterday , she was in the parking lot and saw what happened. She said that if she saw us coming down the sidewalk, there is no way the driver of the car did not   see us.

I truly do not understand the disrespect of drivers for pedestrians with or without a Guide Dog.

Thanks for Reading

Bertha and queenie

Godiva was born on Sunday May 3, 2009. She would have been 15 years old today. She was 10 1/2 years old when She crossed the Rainbow Bridge on January 18, 2020. She was with me 8 1/2 years . Certainly not long enough.

queenie and I are honoring Her today by loving each other and acknowledging that if it had not been for Godiva, who taught me to Be Brave, my partnership with Queenie would not be what it is.

Missing my Chocolate Girl today and every day.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and queenie

Hello All,

In “Godiva’s Story” www.cleverbraille.com I mention that I have a clear image of Godiva nudging Jesus telling Him they need to do something because I am going to need help.

Well today is Queenie’s an my 1 year Matchanniversary and I am so very grateful for the year we have had.

Stress yes, tears yes, and a lot of hard work on our part with the help of Patty.

We have traveled to Texas twice and to Florida twice. We moved our home from where we were living when we first came home to Colorado and have learned our neighborhood well. I changed jobs in early March and we learned new routs to and from work and within the school campus where I work.

So…. today on our 1 year Matchanniversary I am grateful to Jesus, Godiva, the Seeing eye, queenie’s Puppy Raiser, Patty and the Gift of our Partnership.

We are growing stronger every day and as our Trainer/Instructor would say we “Finish Strong” every day.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

International guide dog day 2023 fell on Wednesday April 26 the day queenie and I were matched.

  International Guide Dog Day

International Guide Dog Day is celebrated on the last Wednesday in April each year. It marks the establishment of the International Federation of Guide Dog Associations on 26^th April 1989. International Guide Dog Day is an opportunity to celebrate the work of guide dogs around the world and raise awareness of the importance of guide dog services to help people who are blind or have low vision live life on their terms.

The International Guide Dog Federation (IGDF) is a membership body and professional standard-setter for guide dog organizations. IGDF collects information from its guide dog organizations around the world in order to track and analyze trends within the guide dog sector.

IGDF currently represents:

• 99 Member Organizations from 33 countries
• 17 Applicant Organizations from a further 6 countries
• 7 Enquiring Organizations from a further 2 countries
• 5 Affiliate Organizations from 4 countries

The seeing Eye, Our training school is a proud member of IGDF.

For more information please visit:

https://www.seeingeye.org/

https://www.igdf.org.uk/

Hello All, as Queenie and I approach our first year matchiversary 4/26, this scripture has brought new meaning to my life and to our Partnership.

We walk in Faith of what The Seeing Eye accomplished with my Girl, myself and our training.

We walk in Faith of what She and I have accomplish bonding and growing  together.

We walk in Faith that Jesus holds our partnership in His most capable hand.

As I said we are approaching our first year matchiversary, and I truly believe the past two months have solidified our partnership more soundly than the previous months.

I am so very grateful to have this Little Missy in my life.

Once again, looking forward in joyful anticipation for what God has in store for us.

“For we walk by Faith, not by sight.”

2 Corinthians 5-7 NKJ

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Hello all its been a minute since we last dropped in.

On March 1st I celebrated my sixty-fifth birthday. Luzie took us to lunch and my Sisters sent me dinner. Annai and Link sent me a beautiful blanket.

The first of March was also my last day working for the State of Colorado as a Voc Rehab Counselor. It was a bitter sweet decision, however after much prayer and tears I knew I had to return to what I know best which is Teaching.

I am working as a Contractor and currently I am at The Colorado School For The Deaf and Blind (CSDB).

I am at the Pre-school in the morning and at The School For The Blind in the afternoon teaching technology.

This change has meant more work for Queenie, we live three blocks from  the school and walk to and from every day. We have had to learn multiple routs within the  campus with Patty’s help. It is good to be back in the classroom.

On another note, my Family welcomed the arrival of our loved and much anticipated addition to our Family. On February 21, Link Xo Centola was born. This Beautiful Baby Boy is my first Grandchild and I am so proud of my Daughter for this Amazing gift.

Queenie and I flew to Florida on 3/26 and we were there almost a week.

We had a frightening incident at DIA.

While we were waiting to pre-board, there was a gentleman with a Boxer waiting as well.

the best way to describe it is that we were standing at an angle from each other. The Boxer lunged at Queenie and in doing so the Handler was pulled off his feet and fell.

Queenie treated it as a traffic check and jumped back. There was no physical contact, bark or growl. I was shaken, it happened so quickly at first I was not sure what had happened.

The Handler and his dog were not allowed to board the plain.

The talk among the passengers in the first few rows were discussing what had happened and the consensus was that Queenie did nothing to provoke what happened, which of course I already knew.

Passengers boarding kept asking if we were okay.

This type of incident had never happened to us and I never experienced this with my previous Guide.

At this point, I honestly do not know how and if this experience has affected my Girl. Hoping and praying for the best.

Hope everyone is well.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello All,

Off on another adventure. We will be flying to Florida today. Those of you who know me well know the airport experience is not a favorite of mine.

We are flying out of DIA, which in itself can be extremely difficult. Flying into Orlando where Annai will meet us.

I am expecting my First Grand Son in March. Our travel today is for a Baby Shower my other two Daughters Amanda and Luzie have been planning.

So very excited for this special celebration Pre-Baby.

Our temperatures here in Colorado Springs have been bitter cold, dipping into the minus single digits. It will be nice to go to some milder temperatures. Back to Colorado on Sunday.

Colorado has adopted me and no matter how much I enjoy time in Texas and Florida, it is always good to come back. Now if I could miraculously accomplish travel without the airport experience, I would be so very happy, Smile.

On another note, I am in the working phase of growing my website so stay tuned.

Thanks for Reading

Bertha and Queenie who is wanting my attention.

Hello All,

Louis Braille was born January 4, 1809 and at the age of 43, he died on January 6, 1852.

Today we celebrate His birth, and the amazing contribution he made to people who are blind or low vision, all over the  world, giving us the gift of literacy. For people who are sighted, literacy is considered a birthright. For those of us who do not read print whether from birth, or later in life, literacy is a gift bestowed upon us from this kind and gentle man who as a young boy more than anything else he wanted to be able to read.

For many, Hellen Keller is the face of blind and low vision people, and while I do not dispute her value to the blind community, for me Louis Braille is the face that represents me.

As a Teacher I was disappointed that elementary school children are taught about Hellen Keller, but in my experience Louis Braille was not mentioned.

As a Teacher I Taught my students his story and his gift to us.

My Dissertation is a study of Fluent Contracted Braille Readers, in which I include a history of Braille. I am certain my readers will forgive my unashamed plug for my work.

Happy Birthday Louis Braille, and Thank You not only with all my heart but with all of my fingers.

Thanks For Reading

Bertha with Queenie at my feet

Hello Family and Friends,

Our trip to Texas was full of Family food and conversation. My Family is not accustomed to my Partnership with Queenie and what it means to my self-sufficiency. They knew Godiva and how important She was to me, but never really were around us much. Trusting that with time, they will come to understand, and trust our Partnership. I know they love me and want what is best for us.

Happy New Year, hoping for Grace Peace and Mercy bestowed by our Jesus, and the strength to deal with what comes that may be stressful or difficult.

We started the year in Joyful Hope of what is to come this year.

We had a lovely late lunch with Friends and Queenie had good work at Olive Garden. Our three day weekend was much appreciated and we are back to work tomorrow

Thanks for Reading

Bertha and Queenie .

Hello Family and Friends,

Yesterday we had a Lovely Day! Started out by going down town CO Springs.

Very busy with people and non-service dogs.

Made our way with Patty to the Candy Bar shop. OMG! Then we met Friends Judy, Lyons and Lee for lunch. Miguel’s Mexican Food has good food and the Margarita was delicious.

Today we head to Texas to my sisters, who have circled the wagons when I needed them. They love me and to them I will always be the Baby Sister.

The previous two Christmas have been rough for me for many reasons. Making much needed new memories with my Sisters, Brother-In-Law, Nieces and Nephews.

Not gonna lie, much looking forward to the tamales.

I don’t particularly like flying, but with Queenie with me, it will be fine.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and queenie

Hello Family and Friends

We had quite the evening!

We had plans to attend a Christmas Choral Concert at St. Mary Cathedral Church.

Judy and Lyons took a uber to our house and from here we wenbt to the church.

It took us a while to find the entrance, and with the help from AIRA, we did.

A gentleman, Dave met us at the door and told us we could not come in with the dogs. They are not “allowed.”

We attempted to educate, but he apologized and said he did not make the rules.

Judy told him we wanted our ticket money back. We paid $25.00 per ticket.

We went in and he called his wife, “Sheila or Sharon” and explained  we wanted to attend the concert, and did it make a difference because it was not “mass”.

She rudely told us they would “bend the rules”, but we would have to sit in the back.

Judy asked what I thought and I said “NO”.

I told them it made me sad, they are a church that teaches God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and they were denying us access.

She repeated they were not denying us access, but we would have to sit in the back.

2023 and people who are deemed to be different are required to sit in the back.

I would have loved to have seen their faces when Judy pulled out her phone to verify the denominations of the bills Dave handed her.

Well, we called another uber and low and behold we got a driver who is terribly afraid of dogs. She was very apologetic, but afraid of dogs.

Judy kept talking to her and moved to the other side of the car. She explained we would get in one at a time and our dogs would lie on the floor.

Well, I got on and before I could get Queenie in, she started to drive.

Queenie, jumped back, treating it like a traffic check. I held on to the leash and not so gently shouted for her to stop.

I don’t think it was intentional, she was very frightened, but it could have seriously hurt my Girl.

Queenie was startled, but handled it well, I was quite frightened.

We came home and ordered food without the Margaritas, and had time to talk and catch up.

I have to say throughout all of this both Queenie and Lyons were models of Guide Dog Perfection. Judy, I and our training schools are very proud.

It will not end here!

Judy is going to hit social media and I am going to file a complaint with the Catholic Diocese.

We are home safe, and ready for bed. Tomorrow we work from home.

Thanks for reading!

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

A few days ago, Queenie and I took the bus to down town CO Springs. This time we did not miss the bus stop, I gave Her the “Left, Left” command a few steps after crossing the street and She knew exactly where we were to stop for the bus.

We met Patty and worked a bit in the bus terminal, then went on to learn more of down town. We stopped in at a CO store, which was good work for Queenie. The isles are narrow and merchandise is everywhere. We did not buy anything and we kept on our route.

We went to my favorite coffee shop where She did great to find a seat after we ordered.

On our bus rout back home, we had a dog distraction which She handled expertly. A lady got on the bus with a small dog who was either not on leash or on a very long leash. Unfortunately, they sat too close to us and the little dog kept trying to sniff Queenie, trying to engage Her. I kept Queenie as close as I possibly could to me. The driver told the lady, she needed to keep her dog close to her, but of course she did not.

Once the drivers start driving, there is not much they can do. Another passenger spoke up and repeated to the lady what the driver had said, to no avail.

I asked her if her dog was a service dog and she ignored me.

The good thing is our ride is fairly short.

Queenie did exactly what She is trained to do.

This past Thursday we had a Christmas lunch at our office which went well. Other than Queenie, our Friend Judy also has a Service Dog. Our co-workers are respectful and observe Guide Dog etiquette. I am sure our dogs would have loved some play time with each other, but there was no time.

This will be our first Christmas together, but I am not going to put up a tree.

It doesn’t seem quite right to put up a tree without any ornaments with Queenie’s name.

I have ornaments with Godiva’s name, and some with the names of our Family furry members.

Just wouldn’t be right.

.       Enjoying a cozy day at home today with a couple inches of snow outside.

thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

queenie and I would like to wish everyone a joyous Thanksgiving.

We are spending it quietly at home. A few Friends who knew we would be alone today invited us to come over. Queenie and I talked about it and decided to stay home.

My Sister Terry ordered lunch for me from Black Bear Diner, and it was delicious.

I am grateful to have my Queenie with me and grateful to God for all the many blessings He has bestowed since I moved back to Colorado.

There have been some rough spots, and some questioning on my part, but God is faithful and I know I am where I need to be.

I am also very grateful to have my Sisters and Brother in Texas, who love me much and are forever my GREAT SUPPORT, NO MATTER WHAT.

Unconditional love is not found easily in life, but I have this in my Sisters and brother. Love you Guys much.

Queenie and I have had many firsts since we were matched in April, and we look forward to many more.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello All,

We took today off as an extended long weekend. We were able to work out transportation and went to Trader Jo’s and to Costco.

We had not been to either and I was surprised as to how busy they both were on a Monday.

Queenie handled it like a champ.

The isles at Trader Jo’s are very narrow and people going in all directions.

Costco was just as busy, but the isles are not as narrow.

I like shopping this time of year because I like seeing all the holiday specialty items.

We had hoped to go to the annual Christmas Fair this past weekend, but I was not able to work out transportation.

I am very proud of my Queenie and so very grateful to have Her.

We are back to work tomorrow.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello All, its been a bit since we dropped in with a post.

We had the day off today because tomorrow is Veteran’s Day. Queenie and I took the bus to down town CO Springs. We had a little bit of trouble locating the bus stop because I got a bit confused due to all the leaves and debris on the side walk. We figured it out and we were on our way. Patty met us at the terminal and we worked on street crossings. Judy and her boy Lyons met us for lunch. Afterwards we walked to my favorite coffee shop for a dessert. I had to hold Queenie back a bit because She does not do well following another Handler and their dog. This stems from our training in New Jersey. She did not like following the Young man and his dog with whom we were often paired with. Patty worked with us from the coffee shop to the terminal, Queenie and I took the bus back home. Her work is spot on, and I am very proud of Her. We deal with sniffing, which happens when She has to wait like at the bus stop or when I deliberately hold Her back like I did today.

We had snow last week and She absolutely loves it.

All in all I think we are doing great, moving forward with life and whatever God has in store for us.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Happy Birthday to my Beautiful Queenie. today she is 2 years old.

Hello All,

today Queenie and I went on a walk with Patty, in our neighborhood. She did great with curbs, broken sidewalks and a bit of Country Work we were not expecting.

We did little Country Work in New Jersey, so it make me very happy that She didn’t skip a beat, and handled it like a Pro.

It is hot in Colorado Springs, so She was a little diva wearing Her booties and Her cooling collar.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello All,

Last week we found ourselves unexpectedly going on a trip to Texas. Unfortunately, I had a death in the Family and Queenie and I went to be with our Family.

We flew from Denver on Friday 8/18. She did an amazing job at DIA. Those of you who are familiar with this airport know it is not a blind friendly experience.

Our friend an driver Lee, made certain we got to the counter and from there we had assistance to the gate. This was my first time to fly having to present documentation for my Little Girl. When we flew back from The seeing Eye, the school took care of this document and filed it electronically. I thank Melissa at The Seeing Eye for sending me the correct form, and to Luzie for printing it out for us twice. The first time, I set it on my dining room table. The fan blew it to the floor and you guessed it, Queenie found it. For some reason my Girl likes paper. Luzie printed it again, and we picked it up on the way to the airport.

In El Paso my Sister met us at the gate.

I was very proud to introduce my Little Girl to my Family. Her work was spot on. New places, new people and many distractions.

She did great in church and at Fort Bliss National Cemetery.

She ended up wearing Her booties due to the heat, I was very happy that even though she did not particularly like them, She did not kick them off, Smile.

Even though our reason for the trip was not a happy one, I was very grateful to spend time with my Sisters, Brother, Sister-In-Law, Nephews, and Nieces. . A shout out to my Sister’s husband who fed me every morning. Also, he had great care for Queenie and She tended to gravitate toward him.

We returned on Tuesday 8/22, again through DIA. This time our experience was not as positive. This was in no way Queenie’s fault, but the person who was assisting us.

I am beginning to think there is wisdom in flying out of Colorado Springs and then changing planes in Denver. This will eliminate all the mess at DIA, other than going from one gate to the other.

In other news we are very excited about welcoming a new Friend to our circle. Our Friend Judy will be coming home soon with her new Partner from Guide Dog School.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

It is hard to believe we came home from The Seeing eye just two months ago today. Our Partnership is less than three months old.

Those of you who know me well, know that my decision to go back to The seeing eye was a heart wrenching, sole searching experience. However, there is no doubt in my heart and mind that I did the right thing.

With Queenie’s help, I am learning to be brave again. Although this journey to be brave began fall of 2021.

At the start of the 2021-22 school year I had just about decided that would be my last year to Teach.

I ended a 35 year teaching career May 2022.

At the end of July almost a year ago, I moved to my adopted city and state of Colorado Springs, Colorado, and began a personal journey of healing and self-reflection.

Much had happened in my life the past few years, Godiva’s crossing The Rainbow Bridge 2020, along with personal changes that were devastating and forever life changing.

God gifted me a time to just BE. I started working with Patty in September and I also put in my application to return to the Seeing eye.

My Juno Walk was in October. I started working for The State of Colorado as a Rehabilitation Counselor late February 2023.

I was blessed to be in the April 24th class at The Seeing eye and met My Little Missy on the 26th.

Along the way I have made new friends and look forward to my life everyday anticipating what God has in store for us.

I do have some down days. The past couple have been a good example of this. However, through god’s Grace I don’t stay in that place for long.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

We moved into our new home three weeks ago today. Have been busy unpacking and settling in.

Queenie loves Her backyard and has had a few play dates with Her good Friends Bagel and Salida. Waiting to have Mr. Keats come over to play.

We go into the DVR office 1-2 days a week.

We travel on the Metro bus or with a private pay Driver.

we have learned a route to a church which is near by. Hope to attend this coming Sunday.

We have also worked on a route in Memorial Park. for those of you familiar with Colorado Springs, we live across Pikes Peak from the park.

We were very blessed to have my Daughter Annai here with us for about a week.

Annai had not met Queenie and I dare say they fell in love with each other. queenie loved playing with Annai in the back yard with Her chuckett and ending up chasing Annai round and round.

We went to the zoo on the 4th of July and had a grand time.

Queenie was fascinated with the meerkats. The meerkats were fascinated with Her. They stared at each other through the glass. People around us commented on how they were so intent on each other.

My Daughter Luzie bought a stuffed elephant for me. I collect all kinds of elephants. Well, when we came home, My Little Missy pulled it from the edge of the dining room table and Annai was able to get it back from Her.

Queenie truly has The Seeing eye work ethic. She works hard and plays hard.

A couple of days after we moved in She noticed

a couple of racoons in our back yard. Thankfully, she noticed them from inside. Luzie identified them as racoons.

Our neighbor let us know a few days ago, that a momma skunk and two of her babies have made their way into their backyard.

He wanted to let me know, just in case. the concern is queenie will not shy away from them.

We are growing strong and are grateful for our partnership.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

Last evening we went to the Springs Dance Studio Dance Recital. Our Luzie was of course the Star of the whole performance. She performed and also choreographed. We are so very proud of Her.

A friend picked us up and even though she has no experience with guide Dogs, she did a great job at keeping us safe from people stepping on Queenie.

A lady who was sitting behind us, offered us her walking stick which glows in the dark, and our friend put in in front of us so people would be more careful when they walked across our path. We were sitting first row, center.

Queenie did great following in the parking lot and healing when we went into the theater and we walked sighted guide with our friend.

Her only distraction was whatever She was smelling in the carpet. Afterwards we went back stage while Luzie helped tear down. After a while one of the dancers noticed us and commented on queenie and that she had not even noticed she was there. Those of you who are Handlers from The Seeing eye know this is a great compliment.

Well, we move tomorrow and are so ready to be in our new home.

We worked a short rout with Patty on Thursday and my Little Miss did great.

Thank You for reading and keeping up with us.

With much joyful anticipation for what god has instore for us,

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

Today Luzie, Queenie and I took a load to our new home. Afterwards we had a lesson with Patty our Extraordinary O&M Instructor.

Our new home is on Foote Avenue. Pikes Peak Intersects.

For those of you familiar with Colorado Springs, We walked out of our door, made a left and were quickly at Pikes Peak. We crossed Foote and very shortly found the closest bus stop. This bus will take us to Down Town Colorado Springs. If we are going to DVR offices we will transfer at the terminal. Today we did not run the bus rout.

We crossed Sheridan and Handcock. Then we crossed Pikes Peak and walk a rout in Memorial Park. then we re-traced our rout and went home.

queenie did a wonderful job with crossings, traffic and orientation.

I am somewhat familiar with this area as I worked at CSDB many years ago.

So very proud of my Little Missy.

We are at our current home for three more days.

the movers come on Monday .

I am very excited about the possibilities that are coming our way with this move.

Please pray for us that we have a safe and successful move.

Thanks for reading.

With much joy!

Bertha and Queenie

Hello All,

We have been home for a little over 3 weeks. Growing strong and learning each other.

We have gone into my office several times and worked around our community with Patty our O&M Instructor. I am finding that Queenie gets distracted when we work with Patty. I believe this is due to the on going conversations Patty and I engage in. Queenie is very much accustomed to my talking only to Her wen she is working.

As I said, we are learning each other.

We want to share that we will be moving in two weeks. We will be moving to a house with a big, beautiful backyard for my Girl.

I give thanks first of all to God for this gift of a safe place for us to live. God has been very Faithful in so many ways to me. Many of you know life has been challenging for me the past few years. However, through god’s Grace and Mercy I am growing stronger as a person and as a child of god.

I also want to Thank Luzie, Annai and Lee for assisting me in this process of looking for a home in a safe area of Colorado Springs.

The Seeing Eye has these beautiful big balls and footballs in the Free run, that Queenie just loved playing with. Our Instructor took a video of Her playing with the balls. she has quite a kick.

I am hoping to find some of the same balls for our backyard.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

Queenie here to tell you all I was so happy to wish my Momma a Happy Mother’s day this morning.

We are well and happy adjusting  to our life together in Colorado. Momma goes back to work tomorrow and I will be a good Girl while she works.

This afternoon I met Salida who came to meet me and play with me. She is the Facility Dog at Colorado Springs Children’s Hospital

Just like Me, Salida is a working Dog. She comforts children and families who are going through a rough time at the hospital.

I, as you all know guide my Momma and keep her safe, and already we love each other very much.

Luzie, who is Salida’s Handler, brought her over so we could meet. We did it all proper and correct the way The Seeing Eye recommended.

We had a grand time playing, but Salida had to go home when it got close to dinner time for her and her sister Bagel.

Momma says I will meet bagel next week, but I have to understand she may not want to play as much as Salida did.

I am also very much looking forward to meeting Mr. Keets. We sort of met each other the day we arrived in Colorado when Mr. Lee and Ms. Judy picked us up at the airport. but because we were both working, we coudn’t really meet.

I know we will be great friends.

Thank you Jesus and the Seeing eye for matching me with my Forever Person.

Thanks for reading.

Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

We are home in Colorado Springs.

God has certainly been Faithful. I am so very grateful for My Buddy Queenie, for the Seeing Eye, Bill Lang and all the training we received.

I am grateful for Friends and Family who followed our journey so far.

Judy surprised me at the airport when she came with Lee to pick us up.

I was greeting Lee and all of a sudden I hear a voice tell me “Excuse me mam, we do not allow dogs in this airport”.

Oh my what a wonderful surprise. They both took the day off to meet us and take us to lunch.

Apparently Judy, Lee, my Daughter Luzie and Patty had been planning this all along.

Luzie came by this evening to meet my Girl and play for a while.

It is hard to believe we have only been together for 2 weeks, but the foundation of our bond has been laid and will continue to grow.

Thank You all for your support!

We will continue to blog.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

We completed our training this afternoon.

Yesterday and today we went on trips to locations not familiar to Queenie. Learned to communicate with each other even better than we had been.

Our last activity this afternoon was to allow Her to play in the Free Run.

She loved it. She has quite a soccer kick.

During dinner people started saying goodbye to those of us leaving tomorrow. Instructors that we won’t see tomorrow came to our tables and wished us well.

The new trainees have another week here.

We were a group of 21 people who shared a great deal during this journey.

Some, I would like to stay in touch with and others hope not to see them again.

Queenie’s trainer who is our Class Manager, came to me and hugged me and shared encouraging words.

We leave the house tomorrow at 5:00 headed for Newark Airport.

May God’s Grace and Mercy be with us as He has been during training. We now truly begin our life together.

I am confident we are ready to go home, even though it is a bit scary to leave the safety and security of the campus. But I know The trainers and Instructors are only a phone call away.

Feeling a little melancholy this evening, remembering the last time I made a trip home to Colorado with Godiva.

However, as I have said before Godiva taught me to be brave and I will be, because I have no choice.

I truly believe this is what Godiva wants for me as She plays in heaven with all the dogs who have crossed The Rainbow Bridge.

Keep us in your THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

Thanks for reading,

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

Yesterday we worked on escalators. I will use them with a cane, but not with a Dog. With a cane, the danger is only to the cane and myself. The risk to paws is not worth the ride to me.

So, we practiced on a non-moving escalator. We took a trip into down town wearing boots. Queenie’s boots are black with gray trim. She of course did not like them, but She worked well wearing them.

We received the Puppy Profiles. The Profiles are a document completed by the Puppy Raisers. Information regarding household environment, activities, family pets, favorite toys and memories are documented. The Seeing Eye does not allow contact between the    Puppy Raiser and the Handler with good reason.

We also received our New Harness.

Today we had a trip to the Court House. Going through metal detectors and traveling through busy coridors and avoiding people and obstacles. This was another successful trip. Our Instructor parked the car several blocks away and we walk those blocks to and from the Court House.

We have up to today traveled in vans, and shuttle busses. the vans are your typical vans and the busses resemble public transit busses. Today we went by car, because I travel by car when in Colorado along with buses and vans.

We had our Exit Interview and even though we don’t leave until Thursday, our Check Out Visit with Admissions.

We also had more clicker training

Our afternoon trip was to a neighborhood unfamiliar to Queenie. We did well. I need to be a bit sterner with corrections.

Thanks for reading

Bertha and queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

there is an excellent book titled Love In The Lead by Peter Brock Puttman. Peter was a Seeing Eye Graduate and his book provides an in-depth timeline of The Seeing Eye and the magnificent work they have done since its inseption in 1931. As a graduate, Peter also shares his experience as a handler and what his dogs have ment to him.

Our dogs go through many transitions before being matched with Their Forever Person.

Throughout these transitions they work hard, trust and bond with several people, including kennel staff, Puppy Raisers and Trainers.

As a Handler my Little Queenie will work hard for me, love me and trust that I will be good to Her and take care of Her.

What an awesome honor to be trusted in this way.

It truly is Love In the Lead!

Thanks for reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

I understand the logistics of all the moving pieces that come into play when it comes to training our dogs and preparing them to be successfully matched, from breeding, puppy raising, training,  all the way to the day they are introduced to their “Forever Person”.

However, knowing all of this does not keep me from being amazed and already very proud of my little Queenie.

Today we worked on revolving doors. Neither one of us is a fan, but we need to know how to maneuver through them if it is ever necessary.

We accomplished this by going in one door of a rather large office building that shares space with a hotel, and going out the other side. We, or should I say, I, because She was already trained on these, were taught two different ways to handle these doors.

We worked more messy crossings and visited the Morris Frank & Buddy statue.

The statue is so big that Queenie could easily walk under Buddy.

We also worked on Country Work. this is not something I will probably need in Colorado, but it was a good refresher.

We had a lecture on Clicker Training this evening and received our Clicker pouches, targets and clickers.

Our Instructor says Queenie does not like making mistakes, I told him She will fit right in with my family.

He also told me a few days ago, that he can tell I am a good mom. I told him I would give him e-mail addresses for my Daughters so he can tell them so. LOL

Thanks for Reading

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

We had a good productive day and a bit emotional one.

We took a bus (public transit) to Madison, about a twenty minute ride. Then we took the commuter train back to Morris Town. We traveled several blocks to the bus station and then to the train station.

Queenie’s work was spot on, street crossings, clearance, and locating poles with auditory signals.

After lunch we oriented to the Leisure Path. I don’t remember it being quite so hilly.

In 2011, The Leisure Path was actually the first walk in harness I took with Godiva.

Queenie found both gazebos and indicated the step in and out at both.

Our second trip of the day was back to Downtown Morris Town. Worked complicated street crossings and clearance, some of these were tight clearings.

Throughout the years I purchased two memorial bricks for Godiva. Before dinner we went out to see the bricks.

Our Instructor had located them and we had no problem finding them.

The one I purchased March of 2020 is very close to the front door.

Queenie moved up close to it and as if She were reading it, put Her paw on the Brick. There are flowering plants near by that will bloom in spring.

Those of you who knew my Girl know how much She loved plants and flowers.

The first brick I had purchased, a few years into our partnership was not far from where we were.

This was again bitter sweet and emotional for me. I am grateful that our Instructor understands my emotion and allows me time to cry.

We are now ready for bed and will be ready for tomorrow morning and whatever adventures that may bring.

Thank you for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

We had our Elm Street Solo today. This rout is a bear! A great deal of pedestrian traffic, planned distractions and obstacles and not planned ones.

A great deal of traffic, construction and of course other Teams working the same rout, along with trainers with the dogs they are training.

We did well, a couple of glitches, but good recovery.

We had class pictures today. A picture of the 9 of us, then individual pictures with our Dogs for our TSE ID.

Some rough moments during the picture taking for me. As I have said before, this has been a bitter sweet experience for me. Today would have been Godiva’s 14th birthday. I am sure Jesus had a party for Her with all the Seeing Eye Dogs who have crossed The Rainbow Bridge.

We freelance this afternoon. Went to a grocery store. Queenie did great guiding and avoiding all that She needed to.

A grocery store with its many smells and distractions is a great training venue.

The store has a small coffee shop where we sat and drank a coffee while our classmates walked through the store.

A couple of days ago, we had a traffic check that was a bit different from other traffic checks. This was planned as most of them have been. The car got so close to us that Queenie not only had to stop but literally pulled me back.

I am very proud of my girl and our progress. I have no doubt we will be ready to go home next Thursday.

Thank You for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Our South Street Solo went well. Sunday morning distractions in the rain in Morris Town are very different to week-day distractions. No matter, our solo was a success!

We have some fine tuning to work on, but overall our progress is very good.

Our new harnesses arrive on Wednesday. We were asked if we want the beacon to be attached to the harness and I opted to have this done.

These are pretty cool. They strobe and have an audible sound when they are turned on and off.

We also received our booties today. Ours are black with gray trim. Of course Queenie did not much like them when we tried them on. I know they will come in handy in Colorado.

I attended the Transition Meeting this evening. It was very cathartic with many tears. I am glad I went.

We also got the stats for our Dogs today.

Queenie is 21 inches tall (at the shoulder), 44 pounds and Her birthday is in September. Yay!

Tomorrow, rain or shine we start the Elm Street rout.

I have also opted for Clicker Training, which we will do sometime this week.

Thursday, the store is open to us so we can purchase Seeing Eye Merchandise. I will be checking on the cookbook for a good Friend of mine and some shirts and we’ll see what else for myself.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and queenie

Today we worked in the rain all day.

5:30 A.M. park time was in the rain. The rain stayed with us all day. Sometimes heavy and sometimes slow. One of my classmates said we were walking between the raindrops.

We headed to town after breakfast and Her work in the rain was excellent. She paused at the first puddle, but after that She just walked through  them. When I say puddles, I mean puddles. My shoes and socks can attest to that.

I believe tomorrow is the last day on the South Street rout, a solo.

those of you who are handlers will understand when I say I felt very light and free walking with Her, even with the rain.

We are bonding and our work is coming along very well.

Before lunch we worked on obedience training. Our seats were changed for lunch and we had to learn a new route from the dining room entrance to the table.

this is a bit nerve racking for me (it was when I was last here in 2011). However, it went well.

We had time off after lunch and Queenie convinced me not to do laundry, but to just stay in our room and chill. She didn’t have to try to hard to convince me LOL.

Luzie sent me a couple of boxes that arrived today with more clothes. I underestimated the weather.

Dealing with some emotional stuff as well. Had a long talk with our Instructor today. I know I am where I need to be, doing what I need to do, and Godiva most certainly approves, but there are still some difficult moments.

Tomorrow evening the re-trainees are offered a class with a trained psychologist who is herself a handler. The purpose is to assist us with the transition to a new dog, either because our previous Guide has crossed the Rainbow Bridge or due to retirement.

the Seeing Eye’s tag line is Independence and Integrity.

this is exactly what our dogs bring to us. My match was absolutely perfect, and while we still have work to do, we will be ready when we go home on May 11.

thanks for reading, keep us in your prayers.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

Yesterday Thursday April 27, was our first full day together.

We had a 5:30 Park time followed by Queenie’s breakfast. 7:00 breakfast for me.

We went to the Training Center and worked the South Street rout. We worked this rout on Wednesday, however yesterday it was a bit longer with obstacles , people, distractions and traffic checks. Today we will follow the same rout, but with more obstacals, people, distractions and traffic checks.

Today we start shuttling back and forth and some of us will work in pairs.

I will be paired with another handler from my sub-class.

My Girl is full of energy and is bonding to me quickly. Our Class Manager trained her, but Queenie is responding less to her when we see her.

We are as of last evening working our Guides in the house and have added the Gentle Leader. I can’t say my Girl likes the Gentle Leader.

This morning I left it on her during my breakfast and she settled a bit quicker so I was able to eat.

A dining room full of people and 21 dogs can be quite a distraction.

Our Instructor teaches with great patience and understanding. He has allowed me to cry when I need to and encourages and does not pounce on mistakes. I must admit this is a bitter sweet experience for me. I will never stop grieving Godiva, but I know this is what She wants for me.

Those of you who know me well, know I have said that Godiva taught me to be brave. So, now I will put on my big girl pants on and Be Brave.

A good friend of mine told me a few days ago that training with a new guide is like learning to dance with that Guide.

So, I will learn to dance with my Queenie.

She is a small Black Lab and our Instructor tells me she is “jet black”.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie

Hello Family and Friends,

today is International Guide Dog Day! How wonderful that today is Dog Day at The Seeing Eye for the April class.

My little Buddy is a Black Lab named Queenie. She is absolutely beautiful and is bonding with me already.

We had our first walk in harness this afternoon. I took a few steps and broke down and cried. My Instructor is very understanding. He let me cry, pull it together and we took off.

I am where I need to be and I know Godiva wants this for me.

Thanks for reading.

Bertha and Queenie!